SHIMIN

方大同 Nothing's gonna change my love for you MV (from "可啦思刻"自選輯)

2009-09-08T18:19:00.001+08:00

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I see forever oh so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong

Our dreams are young
And we both know they'll take us
Where we want to go

Hold me now
Touch me now
I don't want to live without you

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much I love you
The world may change my whole life through
But nothing's gonna change my love for you

If the road ahead is not so easy,
Our love will lead the way for us
Like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are
So come with me and share the view
I'll help you see forever too

McDonald's 4 Year Old Cheeseburger Video

2008-10-04T00:36:00.001+08:00

OMGOSH, found this video.
please stop eating Mac aready!
its not real food!

RELINK!

2008-07-25T13:23:00.000+08:00

hey peeps!
please relink me at www.shimin-unwrittenstories.blogspot.com!

NBC PICTURES!

2008-07-14T23:39:00.006+08:00

NBC :D

2008-07-14T01:51:00.003+08:00

alright!

first thing first yeh.

haha.

OBOG GOT GOLD for NBC open cat!

and were ranked as 4th in the cat.

CONGRATS PEEPS!

we all worked hard yeh, haha.

but its kinda sad cos we were so close to being 3rd!!

by 1% leh!!!

AHHH, if not can meet up with OBOG peeps and play tgt again this coming sat lo ):

as honour band, sniff.

oh well, its alright!

the next one, its gonna be our GOLDEN PERIOD!! :D

yupp.

but was kind shocked of maris and saints alumni.

wonder what went wrong, cos ii din get to hear them play.

oh well.

so, alright!

OBOG ROCKS MAN.

LOVE THEM LOTS SIA!

haha, had sooo much fun all these saturdays luh!

everytime oso look forward to our sat prac :]

so, meet ya all on two weeks aft de sat yeh?!

FOOD SESSION, YES!

hahaha :D

` OBOG TRUMPET SECTION OF NBC :D

2008-07-12T22:36:00.002+08:00

alright!
today was the last prac for OBOG.
and tmr, its SHOWTIME! :D
GOODLUCK EVERYONE!!
haha :]
well, aft obog today went to meet my family.
went to fairmount plaza market cafe to eat buffet.
haha, not bad not bad.
ate ALOT, LOLL!!
then aft tat, cos this morning my bag SPOILED -.-
so ii drag my parents to find bag at raffles city.
and HAHAHA, went to billabong animal nike..
in the end, CRUMPLER SHOP :D
and ya, I BOUGHT MY BAG!!
WOOOO.
but no worries, not the sling bag.
too many ppl taking it le, eeee.
haha, so ii bought the bagpack!!
wanna buy red de, but my mom say very easy dirty.
so, bought the black one instead.
HAHAHA :D
mann, most expensive de bag of my life mann!
it costs my dad $199!
LOLL :D

THANKS MANN, FOR THE BAG!
haha, although today is suppose to be my mom's birthday dinner de xP

BUSY BUSY BUSY!!

2008-07-11T21:58:00.003+08:00

well, yupp.
here is my busy busy busy schedule!
haha, and actually.
I LOVE IT! :D

13july: OBOG comp, NBC :]
23july: WASBE comp with HOUGANG :]
aug08: NDP celebration performance
sept08: PROMOS!!
SWS youth concert.
oct,nov08: outdoor performances SR BAND.
dec08: SR global classroom experience, VIETNAM!
OBOG concert :DD
april09: SYF2009!!
may09: SR FEST.

after that?

ALEVELS!!

yep, im so so busy luh.
haha!
well, hope ii can cope with all these things!
and can promote to J2!!
and eventually score well in ALEVELS! :D

well, SR band isnt that bad anyway :]
its kinda fun, haha.
but can play other songs aready not!
LOL!! :DD

AHHH

2008-07-10T14:37:00.003+08:00

aw mann.
life is really bad now?
well, for me ba.
ahhh!
why am ii doing all this now?!
why ii always don feel like goin school now?
what actually is the prob?
school, teacher, friends, homeworks or stress?
ii jus dont get it.
can this get over soon and let me have the motivation to study again?
and looking forward to school everyday like in sec sch?

God, can you lead me out of this darkness?
3days to NBC.

2008-07-07T00:37:00.002+08:00

well, went sws early his morning.
eh, ii saw yong lin's bro.
haha, actually doesnt look quite alike leh, LOL!!
HAH, anyway.
know new friends lo!
haha, well.
trumpet section de wat, LOL!
samuel&junhao.
eh, obviously is two old guys.
OPPS, ii mean older den me luh.
confirm :]
oh ya.
ii saw colin kor!
haha, shocked.
he came in, ii looked at him den he looked at me.
but we din say hi, mayb cos scared that recognise wrong person.
cos its really a LONG time since we last met, haha.
but aft goin into the band store den we gradually tok luh.
haha, correct person. LOL.
yes, and he crap with me.
yah, doing some hand movement which ii don wish to say -.-
cos its NOT true! NOT TRUE!!
LOL.

haha, nice place though.
SWS :D
oh yeh.
sight read 3 songs.
one is some march ar, haha.
den is some duke dono wat, LOL.
last piece is seventh night of july.
haha, me and anchun played 1st tgt.
NICEEE :D
YAY, WE ROCKS MAN.
LOLL x))

2008-07-05T23:38:00.003+08:00

alright!

another meaningful sat again, haha!

YAY! alright.

so morning went to hs, shit.

today was damn late.

so didnt do anyting useful, AHHH!

go awhile den went down to ftp le.

to deal with some scores stuff for the comp.

prac started, was kinda okay ba.

but tink we can be alot better.

yeh, trumpet fanfare cut le.

SNIFF, so sad ):

our most glorious part, aw mann.

so means we must jiayou to become a better player!!

okay so aft OBOG went makan den its BBALL SESSION!

heh, damn shiok!

played match, me anchun jack same team again, WOOTS!

haha, den aft tat huimin's hand got hit again.

LOLL, so we played abc.

den anchun got sian so he say play one on one.

ZZZ, ii play with faith play until wanna die.

she DAMN HIONG CAN!

OMGOSH luh!

she accidently caused the ball to hit me!

somemore at my embrosure area, GOSH.

but lucky, SAFE! :D

so aft bball we went to my house and we saw blood at blk 511 bball court.

OMG, dono wat happen mann.

heng we din play dere sia!

cos actually we were dere but some ppl played SOCCER dere.

cmon luh, basketball court can! ZZZ.

yep, so tats how ii past my sat.

ii tink almost every sat ba, hahaha!

alright, gtg sleep lo!

tmr goin sws to play with anchun! :D

2008-07-04T18:11:00.003+08:00

well, seems that he's really disappointed with me this time round..

hm, im sorry..

yeh, ii did promise you that we'll work hard tgt.

and ii noe we will, im sure.

im sorry to do this alright.

mayb ii really got affected this time round, and cause me to do that.

well, ii hope things will be alright.

and we'll work towards our goal, right?

don start ur emo life, seriously.

ii hate emo ppl and ii don want someone so close to me to become one yeah?

SORRY SORRY SORRY!

ii don care!

you must accept this apology!

and we shall really really work hard tgt for our promos le!

OKAY? ADRIAN OH HONG KWONG!!

SORRY SORRY SORRY!

anyway, ii tok to anchun yst.

well, wat uu said was right.

esp this particular line.

"friends always agree with you but true friends give you the best advice."

haha, thanks big guy.

ii never regret knowing you for so long, haha.

although you are really quite an irritant at times.

but watever ii still wanna say.

I LOVE YOU LIM AN CHUN! :DD

oh yeah, and yaya.

ii will reflect ya? :D

and, just wanna say. your a true friend, adrian oh.

2008-07-03T21:19:00.004+08:00

hm, yst sir bought a set of score for us.

but seriously, ii hab doubts that we will be able to play that piece.

so, lets just see ba.

hah, yeh.

and oh ya.

OBOG, wear our OBOG SHIRT on sat alright!! :D

ALRIGHT, JIAYOU!

and goodluck to all NYP band peeps!

enjoy ur trip! :]

looking forward to outings with you! xP

2008-07-03T20:57:00.003+08:00

well, just wanna say.

ii cant believe that ii actually did that today.

wat went through my mind?

but wat done is aready done.

sorry to disappoint you, cos ii noe you care alot.

im sorry.

2008-07-02T23:42:00.003+08:00

shait.

why is everything happening again?

hm, why let me realise somethings now?

its all too too late, isnt that right?

well, idk.

god, can you please tell me what are you trying to say now?

ahhhhh!

2008-06-30T17:15:00.005+08:00

well, haha.

alot of things happen recently ya?

haha, anyway.

went out with sueying and yy yst!

IT WAS AWESOME MANN!! :DD

lazy to update info bout it, so..

haha, go to sueying's blog to read up about the day!

and if uu not sure why she say its not worth to tok about someting about me, bcos..

ii was late for 2hrs!

LOLL! :D

CHEERS!

I WANT MORE OUTINGS!! :DD

http://www.sueyingology.blogspot.com/

anyway, here are the pictures!

and this is the picture of the day!

next, yy look like a REAL MAFIA in this picture lor!!

next up, one of HARD GAY's POSE!!

and finally, a GAY PICTURE to wrap up the awesome day! :D

13days to NBC.

2008-06-26T00:20:00.001+08:00

I've thought over le.
and ii decided to excel in both STUDIES and BAND.
YEH BABY, IM GONNA DO IT! :DD

I want to be a SUPERWOMAN!

OBOG LOGO

2008-06-26T00:06:00.003+08:00

oh ya, forgoe to intro this to everyone.

OBOG LOGO, WOOOO! :DD

haha, smile if you see us on the streets!

LOLL! xDD

oh ya, and remember us k!

cos we'll make it BIG! :D

OBOG WIND SYMPHONY

2008-06-25T15:03:00.004+08:00

YAY!!
finally pictures from POP 2008!
haha, OBOG!! xD

` OBOG TRUMPET SECTION! [look at anchun -.-]
` trying to stand in position
` still trying to
` mrlim could not stand le so he guided us on how to position ourselves xP
` still in the process..
` and finally, presenting to you. OBOG WIND SYMPHONY!!

all the best for the upcoming NBC peeps!

JIAYOU OBOG!! :D

4papers down, 2more to go.

18days to NBC.

A DAMN TOUCHING STORY

2008-06-23T22:52:00.003+08:00

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin.
I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club.
I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways.
I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls.
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.

“I can’t”

“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment grabbing me.

“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that.
He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend.
The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.
Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before.
To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days…
Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail.
I don’t know why…

Then one day…

Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.

That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.
There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call.
But…
lunch passed, dinner passed…
and soon the sky was dark…
he still didn’t call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house.
Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…

Again, he handed me a little doll.

Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?

I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.
Then I shouted…

“Wait…”

Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me...

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.

“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”

That was what he said.
Then he ran off.
My legs felt numb…
and I collapsed to the ground.
He didn’t want to say it easily…
How could he….
I felt that…
Maybe he is not the right guy for me…

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying.
He didn’t call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
That’s how those dolls piled up in my room…
everyday.
After a month, I got myself together and went to school.
But what made the pain resurface was that…
I saw him on a street…
with another girl…

He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…
as he touched the doll…
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell…
Why did he gave these to me…
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…
In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around.
Then suddenly, the phone rang.

It was him.

He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that…

it’s going to end.

Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Ju, I thought you were pissed, you really came?

I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around.
Soon, he held out the doll as usual…

Me: I don’t need it.
Jin: What….why…

I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.

Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!

I spitted out all the words that were inside me.
But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.

“I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice.

He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…

Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.

Then…

Honk~ Honk~

With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…

But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.

“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!”

That sound, so terrifying.

That’s how he went away from me.
That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him…
And after spending two months like a crazy person…
I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days…
when we were in love…

“One…two… three…”

That was how… I started to count the dolls…

“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…”

It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~”

I dropped the dolls,shocked.

“I….lo..ve…you??”

I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~”

It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.

“I love you~”
“I love you~”
“I love you~”

Those words came out non-stop.

I…love you…

Why didn’t I realize that….
That his heart was always by my side, protecting me.
Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road.
It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out, the one that I was missing so much…

“Ju…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days.
Do you know what 486 is?
I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll,
I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Ju… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me.
Why? Why?
I asked god, why do I only know about all this now?
He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
For that…
and for that reason…
to me…
it became courage…
to live a beautiful life...

OMG luh.
this story is damn damn touching, omg.
some people can be just so lucky to meet the correct person.
but why mus it end so fast?
cant it last forever?
and for some, why did they gotten demselves such a wonderful partner but don cherish them?
ii dono why ii wrote this.
mayb im thinking bout something while writing this?
hah, anyway.
just wanna remind couples in the world to cherish your loved ones.
don ever get tired of them aft sometime alright, becos the reason you two are tgt is very simple.
both of you are just meant to be :]
goodluck! :D

2 papers down, 4 more to go.
20days to NBC.

POP

2008-06-22T15:06:00.002+08:00

POP.

its finally over!

haha, well.
HS you all can really do better alright!
so jiayou for the comp!
practice hard! :D
OBOG JIAYOU TOO!
wee! :DD

100th POST!

2008-06-14T00:50:00.003+08:00

before ii start blog proper, lets call for a celebration!
haha, cos this is my 100th POST!
WOOO, congrats alrighto! :D

LOL.

alrighty, yesterday.
MUS SESSION with chelsy.
punggol cc study room was EXCEPTIONALLY weird.
because, THERE IS NO OTHER PPL DEN US!
haha, cos usually alot people ar!!
hm, mug session was kinda bad yst cos.....

WE STARTED PLAYING WITH MY WEBCAM, LOL.

take pictures here and there and OMGOSH!
it was home time le!
so in the end, ii studied chem during midnight, LOL!

okay, so today.
yaya, went to sch early for band prac.
was kinda good? hah.
yeh, sort of :]
and ii think it will cont to be great ba!
haha. and then, it was CHEM MOCK TEST.
GOSH, ii din noe how to do alot.
cos not prepared, haha.
its like ii noe, but all forgot?
LOLL!!
anyway, got back my chem bonding test.
OMGOMGOMGOSH!!
ii got B!
WOOO, finally sia.
fianlly got OUT of the U terror! :DDD

so aft sch, ii went dating with someone that is so important!!
CHELSY! haha xD
went to RAFFLES CITY!!
we really shop sia! OMGOSH.
since like, when was the LAST TIME we went shopping sia..
haha, saw alot tings and wanna buy.
in the end, we both bought animal's slippers!
haha, and chels went sign up for levi's membership.
damn luh she, freaking rich -.-
oh ya, she FORCE me to exchange one of my slippers.
and the colour combi now is like, ERMS.
LOLL.
gonna change with her on next tue.

NEXT TUE!
LOOKING FORWARD!!
outing with chelsy, wilson and jingren!
and cum class chalet! :DDD

Labels; my bangs is B-A-C-K!!

8days to MYE.
28days to NBC.

2008-06-12T13:46:00.002+08:00

well, jackson just left my house.
haha, he forget to take his watch home yst, LOL.
forgetful sia, and ii tot im the one who's always liddat!
HAHA :D
anyway, gonna go MUG SESSION with chelsy le, hahaha.
tmr got chem test, hope ii can study everyting today lo.

yeh, this few days.
ii mean this holiday?
haha, alot of band stuffs :D
had been practicing my instrument quite frequently nowadays.
wonder if ii got improved not?
after so many years of playing, ii finally have the thinking of wanting to learn to be a good player.
SHEESH, but its okay.
im still young, LOL xD

haha, POP is coming and so is my MYE.
GOSH, haha.
oh ya, im in charge of the concert.
hm, lets hope ii don make any error luh!
haha :D
this sat got meeting and no OBOG prac, aw mann.
competitions' coming too, haha.
JIAYOU OBOG!

Labels: Really like what Im doing alost everyday now, hah. BAND BAND & BAND! :D

10days to MYE.
30days to NBC.

BLOG

2008-06-12T03:20:00.002+08:00

hello!
im here to blog again.
haha, have been missing in action for very long le hor.
cos no time, no time! xP
oh well, gonna blog what ii wanna blog today tomorrow :D
or someother day :X

oh ya.
JAC is my sister now, hahaha.
we're both MJ LOVERS! :D
[being forced luh!]
and JAC ar!
don think so negative k, haha.
i'll always be here, ii promised! :D
rmb, budget airs to TAIWAN! xD
LOVEEEEES'!!

Labels: My life now is full of band stuffs and I LOVE IT!

11days to MYE.
31days to NBC.

2008-05-29T22:12:00.002+08:00

alright!
before ii start to bloggggg, first thing first!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHELSY! [my lovable girlfriend!]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNHAO! [my seriously act cute cousin!]

haha, alright!
lets go to blog proper.
must clarify with all!!
the boyfriend is JANET luh!!
haha, my JC girlfriend! hahahaa.
and don anyhow say, LOL!.
tat pic is me and my 'bro' luh!!
haha, YONGYOU!
my dear brother in hs! ahhaa :D
and many actually say we look compatible?
OH MY GOSH.
wait til he comes back from thailand and sees this!!
HAHAAA :D
CHEERS :]

2008-05-26T23:59:00.003+08:00

haha, so FUN today!
aft the NOT FUN lessons, ii went down to HS!
haha, oh ya!
and today, ii officially got a boyfriend le!
haha, OPPS xP

went down HS to help them wrap their instruments cos dey are goin THAILAND tmr!
AHHH, so good ):
den ii stay here suffer, LOL.
mus rmb buy tings for me ar, people!
haha, esp my section peeps!!! xD
oh ya, in the end ii played volleyball and do some stupid tings dere luh, hahaha.
din help, LOLL! ;P

and here are some pictures of the day! :D

`HUIMIN! on her 21st bdae! xD
` SMILE :D [shaoming fault!]
:DD
` crazy JERRICK WEEEE.
` SIAO GIN NA!!! xD

haha, oh ya!

aft this ar, jackson came my house.

HAHAA.

followed by anchun and faith!!!

haha, well.

gonna post all these plus huimin bdae tings another day!

cos TIRED!

gonna SLEEP NOW!!

CYAAAAAA :D

2008-05-25T20:59:00.002+08:00

alright!
haha, im here to blog! by popular demand! xD
well, my demand is high so ii mus increase my price aready!
den can meet the equilibrium!!
haha, LOLL!
econs uh xD

SATURDAY
haha, so shiok yst!!
morning went down to hs and peirce got combined with hs.
den aft hs, went down to ftp for obog.
celebration was like OMG!
mann, huimin not dere sia!
me&yonglin is like chiong the J part til siao.
haha, oh ya.
and we din manage to play the fast fast fast crazy part! xP
OPPS, omg!!
JIAYOU TO US!!
oh yah, and aft obog went to peirce.
it was peirce's cultural concert.
great concert, well done peirce band!
haha, and thanks for the gift!
yeh, guest played for peirce, and dey really did well on stage! :D
yst was kinda lame too.
everyone was like, lame-ded by me luh!
LOLL, hahahaha.
told mrlim alot of cold jokes and he was like DOTS.
HAHAHA.
ii was laughing like an insane person until anchun say someting which lame-ded me.

"hey shimin! idham say he likes you!"

LOLL, DOTS LEH!!
haha, den mrlim was like, "what?!"
den he continued to say,

"shimin ar? cannot luh! she so many bf!"

WAHSEH!
where got?!!
don have luh!
WAHHH, anyhow leh!!

"where got! wah! don anyhow say leh!"

"huimin tell me de what!"

AH, HUIMIN!! =.=
so ii looked at her and AHHH!

"HUIMIN!!"

"no lor! ii only say the nyp one what..!"

LOLL, dots rite.
and its like, in mac =.=
haha, so lame luh!
and obviously saying the nyp one is THAT one, LOL.
mann, stop reminding me bout him aready!
HAHA, lol :]
seriously LOVE all the peeps! haha.
and oh ya!!
SHUWEN revealed her true self le!
haha, JAMA, im right bout her!! xP

Label : so so tired by all the things now, haha. but no worries! ii will jiayou for school work as well as OBOG de!! xD
Label label : finally, ur out of my mind! haha, well. almost 100% aready! WOO :D haha, ii SO realised that there are actually so so so many good guys around me now! haha, cheers :D

2008-05-25T20:55:00.004+08:00

alright!
b4 ii blog, wanna wish some people!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIMIN !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHU XIA !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANNY !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TASHA !

haha, shocked uh!
got so many ii noe today birthday de!
HAHAA :D
best wishes guys!
enjoy ur day!! :D

2008-05-20T21:51:00.004+08:00

well, haha.
was toking to terry kid on msn a few days ago.
haha, tat kid seriously perks me up everytime man!
aiseh ar!
the power of KIDS xD
anyway, he said someting which shocked me!!
haha, plus tat few lines he said MADE ME LAUGH LIKE MAD.
lol, uu noe..
HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAA, and it goes on...
anyway, here issit!! xD
it all started wen he TRIED to comment on my DP, LOL.
he said look like ghost!! D:

(8:38 PM) sian ... i have:
GHOST IN TE ALLEY !

so obviously we started 'bickering', hah.
as usual luhhhhh, hahaha :D
finally aft a long time, he agreed with me! xD

(8:53 PM) sian ... i have:
>> u look fine

so as usual again, ii started to compliment on myself! xP

(8:53 PM) - '' shimin:
GOOD GOOD :D

alright!
and aft that, the whole thing began!
HAHAHA!

(8:53 PM) sian ... i have:
actually better than u in face to face
(8:53 PM) sian ... i have:
=.=
(8:53 PM) - '' shimin:
HHHHHAAH!
(8:53 PM) - '' shimin:
EHHH!
(8:53 PM) sian ... i have:
ur cheeks nicer
(8:53 PM) - '' shimin:
wah! D:
(8:53 PM) sian ... i have:
but u face to face
(8:54 PM) - '' shimin:
eheh!
(8:54 PM) sian ... i have:
alittle not realli nice
(8:54 PM) - '' shimin:
my face not THAT round le k!
(8:54 PM) - '' shimin:
BOO
(8:54 PM) sian ... i have:
ok ok
(8:54 PM) sian ... i have:
i know
(8:54 PM) sian ... i have:
can see
(8:54 PM) sian ... i have:
u look better
(8:54 PM) sian ... i have:
OK !
(8:55 PM) - '' shimin:
LOL!!
(8:55 PM) - '' shimin:
haha
(8:55 PM) - '' shimin:
ALRIGHT!
(8:55 PM) sian ... i have:
u look better la ,,
(8:55 PM) sian ... i have:
i think u can find BF better now
(8:55 PM) - '' shimin:
wah seh! liddat luh! haha

and here comes THE part! :D

(8:56 PM) sian ... i have:
tell u the truth
(8:56 PM) sian ... i have:
if i were same age .. i dont mind u as GF
(8:56 PM) sian ... i have:
but too bad im not .. and im ur BRO !
(8:56 PM) - '' shimin:
wah seh! wat uu mean by DON MIND uh!
(8:56 PM) - '' shimin:
ii not good issit!! haha
(8:56 PM) - '' shimin:
too bad lor, little kid! xD

HAHAHA, and aft this.
we started 'bickering' again!
haha, cos ii called him LITTLE KID :D
yeh, he said ii was going DOWN, hah.
too bad ii din go philyouth, PHEW.
LOLL :D
well, shant post what we 'bicker' about..
cos the way we did, its was OMGYM de childish!!
HAHAHAHA :D
so uu all can aready guess le luh, LOLL! xD
oh ya, and he said someting too, aft tat..
and ii DAMN AGREE WITH HIM!!
OPPS :X
eh, shall just post tgt with ABIT of the 'bicker' part too xP

(8:57 PM) sian ... i have:
URE SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO GOING DOW !!
(8:57 PM) - '' shimin:
ii WUN let u!!
(8:57 PM) - '' shimin:
NONONO!
(8:57 PM) - '' shimin:
ur goin down!!
(8:57 PM) sian ... i have:
DOW N !!(
(8:57 PM) - '' shimin:
DOWN
(8:57 PM) - '' shimin:
DOWN DOWN DOWN!
(8:57 PM) sian ... i have:
ill pounch on u !!
(8:57 PM) sian ... i have:
knock u unconcious
(8:57 PM) sian ... i have:
and PINC UR CHEEK !!
(8:57 PM) - '' shimin:
=.=
(8:57 PM) sian ... i have:
haizz...
(8:58 PM) - '' shimin:
dots leh, LOL.
(8:58 PM) sian ... i have:
eugene relali dam dumb to leave u . .
(8:58 PM) - '' shimin:
eh, don hais! haha
(8:58 PM) sian ... i have:
ure okay lor
(8:58 PM) - '' shimin:
=.=
(8:58 PM) - '' shimin:
no!
(8:58 PM) sian ... i have:
u look good u know as a girl
(8:58 PM) - '' shimin:
im not okay!
(8:58 PM) sian ... i have:
HAHA
(8:58 PM) - '' shimin:
im GOOD :D
(8:58 PM) sian ... i have:
quite good le
(8:58 PM) sian ... i have:
cause ur face dam cute
(8:58 PM) sian ... i have:
HAHA

yeah, haha.
aft tat he COMMENTED that im uber chubby, DOTS LEH.
anyway, finally one sentence tat shows US as LOVING SIBLINGS :D

(9:10 PM) - '' shimin:
ii love you bro!

and then he replied...

(9:10 PM) sian ... i have:
HAHA LOVE U SIS !

AWWW, sweet uh!
haha, nice little bro ii have here :D
ii seriously din regret knowing him luh!
although tat guy is cos he intro den noe de, ERM.
but still, thanks god for letting me know such a wonderful bro!! :D
and please let him not be so emo outside aready!! xD
haha, alright!
seriously looking forward to our outing during the june break! :D
and OMG, he knows how to EXPLOIT sister sia!
ask me treat him eat swensons cos ii cant go his house this thus!!
MANN D:

and the reason?!!

its SWEET too!!

.......................

.................

..........

......

....

..

he says he wanna COOK a sumptuous meal for me!!
HAHAHA, WAHSEH AR!
ii don even noe how to cook leh! xP
oh yeh, and he 'threaten' me to bring my trumpet along.
if not he wun let me in =.=
wat a 'NICE' bro ii have.

once again,
THANK GOD :DD

2008-05-19T03:02:00.000+08:00

How will you die!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

You scored as a Old Age

Old Age
67%
Bitten
67%
Poison
50%
Drown
50%
stabbed
42%
disease
42%
Starvation
42%
Suffocation
33%
Suicide
33%
Disappearence
33%
Accident
33%
Burn
17%

QUIZ

2008-05-19T02:55:00.002+08:00

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?

You scored as a HR/BusinessManagement
You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Human Resources Management or Business Management, or related majors (e.g., Entrepreneurship, Hospitality, International Business, Leadership, Public Administration, Industrial-Organizational (I-O) Psychology).

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Excellent minors for HR/Business majors include: Psychology, Sociology, or other areas of business like Economics, Finance, or Marketing. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Visual&PerformingArts
94%
HR/BusinessManagement
94%
Psychology/Sociology
88%
Biology/Chemistry/Geology
88%
History/Anthropology/LiberalArts
81%
Education/Counseling
69%
PoliticalScience/Philosophy
69%
English/Journalism/Comm
63%
Religion/Theology
63%
Accounting/Finance/Marketing
63%
French/Spanish/OtherLanguage
56%
Physics/Engineering/Computer
50%
Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health
44%
Mathematics/Statistics
44%

SUNDAY

2008-05-18T22:16:00.002+08:00

haha, alright!
today is sunday!
goin to sentosa tmr with 4E3, yeah!! :D
LOOKING FORWARD!
but now, not yet finish my homework!
OMGYM!

SATURDAY
WOO, ii LOVE this day man!
haha, cos its a BAND DAY!! :D
woke up at 7.15am and ii reached peirce at 8am for their prac.
so, one week to peirce cultural concert!
must jiayou le mann, haha.
cos this is the 1st prac ii go and nxt wk is the concert, LOL!
aft this, went to makan with faith, huimin, yonglin, idham, peiyi and some peirce ppl.
aft makan, we chiong down to ftp by cab for OBOG prac :D
upon reaching, ii chiong the scores sia!
haha, and gave out to everyone and prepared conductor's score.
soon, prac officially started.
WOW WEE sia!
cos finally first time OBOG prac is full!!
haha, no more solo clarinetist for faith! haha xD
mrlim went through our confirm pieces for comp.
sounds great although everyone is sight reading :D
haha! aft sight reading both pieces, mrlim gave us 40mins for sectionals on one of the pieces.
trumpet section was spilt into trumpet and cornet parts for practicing.
so me huimin yonglin danfeng went to prac on our trum parts.
for the whole sectional, we prac for A PART in the song for 30mins and ard 10mins for the othe part.
the part tat we ran through for almost all the sectionals time is only 2 bars, 2 BARS.
BUT, for the 1st&2nd trum got 60notes while 3rd trum got 42notes!
OMG right, cos its like need to tongue so fast.
and ii admit ii cant tongue so fast yet!
so shall JIAYOU from now on le!
cos we only left 5pracs to comp!!! :
lastly, GOOD NEWS.
dere might be OBOG first concert during this yr end!
be sure to turn up cos uu wun ever want to miss such a concert yeah!! :DD
I LOVE OBOGws!! xDD

SUNDAY
yeah, was kinda sad for me today.
because ii need to chiong homework!
HAH.
slept at 12 liddat yst?
every wkend, i'll need to slp more den 12hrs to restore my energy for the week.
haha, so ii woke up at 3pm today :D
alright! so aft tat, ii ate brunch den started on my work.
aft sooo long ii got sian, so ii played psp and blog :D
oh yeh, ii jus finished b4 ii blog.
and it was like 10.45 tat ii ate cos now is 11pm, LOL!
a fone call is coming soon at 11.30pm, hah :D
oh yeh, hm.
today found my old fone so ii on it cos ii wanted to delete the smses.
my dad wanna sell the fond away uu see, yupp.
so ii went to inbox and saw alot of sms.
ii couldnt help it, but ii cried bitterly reading the smses.
well, it was al his sms uu see..
den ii realised how much he changed le..
from all the 700+ smses, ii saw alot of sms mentioning tat..
he was so lucky to noe me, so blissful to have me and such..
so of cos ii cried luh! humpf.
wen ii see all the dates, it was during sept, oct tat time..
cos aft tat ii changed fone muh..
happy memories ii had last time, seriously happy memories..

Label: I was finally going to forget bout uu aready and yet, ii saw these smses. hais, ii miss you.. seriously missing that old you.. but ii noe ur gone forever now, and im gonna to forget you soon! GO AWAY!!

2008-05-14T22:52:00.003+08:00

ATTENTION TO ALL 4E3 PEEPS OF CLASS 2007!

this coming monday, vesak day, is our CLASS GATHERING!
be sure to come alright! :D

time: 10am
venue: hougang mrt station

we will be going to SENTOSA! xD
cycle, play, beach, play, cycle, sand....
BWAHAHHAA :DD
then after that, VIVOCITY! to have our dinner :]

im sure you all are looking forward to this right!
cause' I AM!!
haha, alright!

PLEASE pass this post around to people and inform them about this outing yah!
cyaaaaa' all on MONDAY!

I MISS 4E3 LOTS!!

for more information, kindly contact me at :
shimin.nimihs@hotmail.com
94234632 :DD

WEDNESDAY

2008-05-14T19:50:00.005+08:00

today was a great day! :D
saw eyecandy this morning, hah xD

chinese period
first period was chinese, haha.
teacher fun uh :)
haha, yeh.
she tok about abuse and such today, LOL.

PW
next was PW =.=
well, like usual, boring.
LOLL :]

PE
den was PE!
couldnt run my 2.4km due to the lightning warning system.
so was walking ard in the hall watching the guys do their 5 stations today.
HAHA, so fun luh!
once again, ii saw eyecandy!
OMG, he's seriously hot luh!
haha, ii saw him did some stations :]
then proceeded to watch my class guys.
b4 ys jump his SBJ, he told me to take his specs for him.
then, ii was like, "heyhey, everyone! faster see ys! faster see ys!"
haha, eheh.
he look good without his specs k :D
yeh, he was upset bout his SBJ.
so shocked luh, see him suddenly bang the door with his hand.
OMG, ii tot the glass will break luh!
JIAYOU YS!
yeh, aft pe, me weishoon junming and dina played volleyball.
it was SUPERB!
haha, aft playing vball, junming told me to quit band and join volleyball instead, LOLL.

physics lesson
OMG!
the aircon in ava room is freaking COLD can!
LOLL, everyone nearly froze to death in the room.
heh. oh yeah :D
aft today's physics lesson..
im friends with waihong and mingwei le!
haha, dey were sitting in front of me you see.
LOLL, and like ii noe mingwei cos of food and waihong cos of ys.
HAHAHA :D
ii love my physics class!
but not the lesson :X

Labels: you're not the one anymore.. you're gone, forever.

SPA ):

2008-05-13T20:03:00.002+08:00

oh yeh, did spa yst.
well, not tat happy with myself.
cos yst's performance is definitely the worst amongst all of my chem prac tat ii did.
seriously hope tat ii wun fail, sniff.
A LEVELS SPA LEH :'(
OMG luh, mann.
nvm! mus JIAYOU the next time le.

oh btw, ii saw ur blog!
OH HONG KWONG!!
not happy tat uu waited for me like 1hr issit! D:
HAHAHA, too bad then! xP
lalala~
and well done!
for ur spa :]

lastly.
VALERIE AR!
this crazy girl!!
cute guy was at his locker aft maths lecture today.
valerie was holding on my hand when we walk past.
den suddenly, she pulled me to him!
OMG can! so paiseh!
heng nvr bang into him =.=
but was at his side, hah :D
~~stupid~~ VALERIE!! :P

heh, oh yeh!
today break everyone ate POTATO!! xD
ii was sitting with shuxia, toking&eating.
SUDDENLY, the oppo table ppl kept calling my name.

"SHIMIN! SHIMIN!"

ii was like,

''huh?''

then, ii saw valerie keep making some weird movements on her head.
she signaled me to turn my head den ii noe why le.
ii din turn luh! LOL.
so aiseh de leh!
haha, den cute guy walk past! :F
cont to eat my POTATO :D
aft finishing le den realised cute guy was sitting diagonally oppo me luh!
LOLL!! haha.
nice view! ;D

Label: I found another eyecandy le! xP

BEGINNING

2008-05-13T19:47:00.002+08:00

haha, hello! :DD
hm, seriously hope ii could get over him soon.
so long le leh! ii oso tired le mann!
ii fnally thought through le.
mann, like for how many mths le!
AH, waste my life ):
haha, jiayou jiayou jiayou :]
well, recently found out there are quite a few guys in my school who are nice.
LOLL! hahaha.
well, humourous and nice leh! :D

and seriously,

ii seriously love frederick's lameness!
ii seriously love singing tgt with yongsheng!
ii seriously love toking crap on the fond with adrian!
ii seriously love cute guy's cuteness!
ii seriously love eyecandy's hotness!
ii seriously love ys's frend, wai hong playing on the piano!
ii seriously love calling derek BOTAK!

oh ya, and..

II SERIOUSLY LOVE 1S25!!

HAPPY DAY!

2008-05-11T16:33:00.005+08:00

hello!
haha, im so happy.
yaya! xD
alright!
went to dian deng yst so din go for NYJC concert.
hah, apologises to joey and jackson xP
was so fun yst! haha, with cousinANNIE :]
WOO!
im damn happy because ii asked guanyinma something!
and said tat if for the whole walk my light din distinguish even once means....
OMG, it really din distinguish even once despite the ongoing strong wind that kept blowing yst!
WOOOO, seriously first time leh!
cos every year ii go, it will confirm distinguish at least once de!
this is really OMGYM ar! xD
of cos, ii believe in GYM! ii always does! :D
so, ii shall really wait patiently for this day le :]

alright! the pics!! :DD

` cool uh!
` once a saint.. always a saint.
` emo?! haha :D
` ART :D
` me&cousinANNIE :]
` smiles :D
` ANNIE!
` SHIMIN!

` aft our walk, saying our wishes to the buddha :D
` US with our wisdom lights :D
` NICER ART :D
` she looks weird! but ii look okay! xD

haha.

and this are all the pics aready!

haha, this two pics below..

well, random luh.

haha, ii miss them lots!

ii wonder wen are we gonna go out wor.

theBOBS- and theNERDS.

` theNERDS. [shimin yirui michelle joey chelsy]

`theBOBS- [shimin michelle chelsy joey]

QUIZ

2008-05-11T16:10:00.002+08:00

A) people who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs & replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
B) tag 8 people to do this quiz & those who are tagged cannot refuse. these people must state who they were tagged by & cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. continue this game by sending it to other people.

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
SLAP him in front of everyone and say what he had done to me, lol :]
#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
be a successful lawyer!
#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
a fairytale like event which ii will never forget in my entire life ever.
#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
nah.
#5 what's your idea lover like?
caring, kind, humourous, lame, someone who plays in a band, love me more than ii love him, tall, 101% committed to our relationship, respectful to the older generations, have a aim in life.
#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
neither. being loved by someone and loving someone is called blessed :]
#7 if the person you like does not accept you, would you continue to wait for him to change his feeling?
well, let nature takes its course :]
#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
find new eyecandy!! xD
#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
yeah.
#10 what do you want most in life?
eternity happiness :D
#11 is being tagged fun?
uh, kinda? haha!
#12 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
a woman working in a law firm with kids and a good husband ;D
#13 who is currently the most important person to you?
goodfriends :D
#14 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
SHIMKAILING+ME = you need to buy a thick fur coat to keep urself warm during summer :D
#15 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
erm, ii believe ii will be married and my future husband and me will be rich!
#16 what's the first thing you do every morning?
try my best to open my eyes :D
#17 would you give all in a relationship?
OF COS!!
#18 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
eh, see which one suits me more lor :D
#19 what type of friends do you like?
ALL SORTS!! :D
#20 if you played a prank on someone, & he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
LAUGH TIL I CRY xDD

Tagged by : SHIMkailing
haha, not gonna ask anymore people to do le :] im sure dey are lazy to do so! hahaha :D

MANY MANY THINGS

2008-05-10T15:53:00.002+08:00

well, yeah.
have alot of things to tok about, haha.
so, lets start.

Mid-yr Exams
yeah, midyr is coming soon and im seriously very scared.
because ii noe im not hardworking enough and of the many tests that ii took, ii failed almost everything poorly.
yeah, so wake up now, girl !
wake up and study hard for ur exams!!
TOP 50, TOP 50!!
ii can make it!
JIAYOOOOU!

Band
well, alot of band related stuffs nowadays.
scared ii cant cope, hah.
why din all this happen like in sec3, lol.
den ii don mind spend my whole time on band luh, haha.
but luckily, band helps me to destress :D
yeah, OBOG now..
print scores here and dere.
haha, aft being the librarian den ii realised librarian is HARDWORK luh!
OMG, haha.
then bro keep ask me go philyouth with him, but no time!
need to use my sunday to study leh!
plus im goin the wasbae competition with my sec sch, haha.
then today, sujing called me and asked if im free on sats.
den he asked me to play for NIE youth to go for nbc.
but cant oso, cos got obog le :]
then, he ask bout fri.
he tell me to consider to join NIE band.
well, ii must really think through le ba, hah.
oh ya, and huimin ask me to guest play for peirce's concert on 25may.
haha, ii wonder if they are playing beauty and the beast.
cos ii wanna play! so nice luh! haha.

Austrian dungeon dad
well, frends and teacher told me about this matter.
so ii went to look for many diff articles about this man on the net.
OMG CAN.
no matter what he said to defend himself, ii still think he's a MONSTER.
who is he to be qualified on doing those actions on HIS OWN DAUGHTER?
he's simply just inhuman, ii can say.
performing those inmoral acts on his own daughter and he's now trying to get sympathy from the society by saying that he's crazy when he done those and that he got addicted to it?
BULLSHIT.
he's no human, he's not fit to be respected like any other dads on this earth.
no matter what he try to do for her daughter and her children (if all the flowers and toys giving are true), he can never clear this great sin of his.
imprisoning him is just letting him off too easily, ii think.
ii think that the govt should let him have its own taste.
lock him in the cell and imprison him there forever.
let him feel what's like to be imprison in such a poor living condition hell for so many years.

Personal Stuffs?
well, recently noe that one of my ex-classmate broke up with her bf.
1yr plus, hah.
so im wondering..
if she can forget him, why cant ii?
1yr plus VS 4mths plus.
uu all mus be thinking why am ii so stupid.
still think of him now, haha.
ii wonder why too, but all ii can say is.
im close to totally forgetting him aready :D
so no worries, to all my frends tat cared in anyway :]
haha, erm. two days ago, ii started to tok with someone again.
well, ii donno how to say things now luh..
cos that's such a long time ago thing aready..
way long ago b4 those two, haha.
so, ya..
but its good that we're toking crap again!
but seriously, see his sms ar, always make me laugh in class suddenly.
LOLL.
dangerous, ahhaha!

alright!
thats all ii have to say!
CYAAA'
and til the next time ;]

SR MUSICAL !!

2008-05-06T20:43:00.013+08:00

haha, alright!

long time no blog le.
and by popular demand, im BACK!
HAHAHAA :D

alright!
at first, MUSICAL!
haha, really LOVE the musical BIG TIMES luh!
aha, it bonded we J1s in band :]
well, almost all.
hahaha, and most imptly...

Im in LOVE with my SECTION!! xD

haha, okay.
shant say anymore!
because the photos tell us ALL!!

` look at MS LIU! OMG.
` more lame stuffs :D
` ROCK ON YEH!
` LIN LAOSHI, love her man!
` TRUM SECTION 08!
` and again :D
` LOOK AT THE EYESSSSSS.
` aft taking tat pic, jiehui went ard and showed dem derek's EYES. Then, he went to a corner, squat-ted and EMO-ded. LOLL =.=

` jeremy!
OH MY LORD!

` DELICKKKKKK!
` ii dono why but he kept laughing at this pic :\
` TRUMPET SECTION!!
` don play play ar! my QINGMEIZHUMA kay! :D

` 1S25 GURLS :D
` KERIS!
` JUNMING!
tour guide of the day! xD

` WEISHOON! he kept saying the cars' his =.=

` BRIAN! ii dono why but he jus cant stop frowning while taking pic! MY GOD!

` FREDERICK!! :D
` CHANGYONGSHENG!

haha, hidden good-looking guy in our class k! xD

` SOKLOON!
` erm, its valerie's bag! xD
` VIVIAN!

` YIYING!! :D
` VALERIE!

tat crazy woman, hahaha!

` SHUXIA!
` SOON!
` DINA HENG!! aka NANA :D
she LOVES me! xD

` 1S25 of 08 :DD
` :)
` candid act 1
` candid act 2
` candid act 3

` KAILING aka ELMO!!

she LOVES ME too!! xD
` the hair the hair!!
` shi zhi jiao kou!! xD
` RABBIT? LOL.
` US AGAIN, WEEEE.

` I SWEAR! he slept on the bus for all the 3days!!
` JIEHUI!!!
` AMANDAPANG!

she LOVES ME and ii LOVE her too! :]

` HAHAHHAHA :D
` she's tie-ing my hair!! :D

` camwhores xP
` once again, L.O.V.E!!
` SHIMKAILING :D
` MARILYN!!
` CRYSTALINE!!

haha, alright!

FUN RIGHT :D

told ya!

hahahahahhahaa :D

GOODNIGHT!

Labels: I decided to wait while I forget! But hope that day will come someday! :]

2008-05-01T22:15:00.002+08:00

What's the most important characteristic you look for in a partner?
commitment&trust!
What I want most right now?
the reading to come true now!
Who is the person you trust most?
chelsy&michelle ;]
Do you think you have enough confidence?
yeah, alright! :D
If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
together again :\
Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
yeap! so faster come true now!
What are you afraid to lose most right now?
friends.
Do you believe in eternal love?
yes! so don fail me! :
If you meet someone that you love, will you confess to him/her?
erm, maybe? if he can change my perception? :D
List out 3 good points of the person who tagged you.
funny, LAME, loud!
What are the requirements you wish from your other half?
eternal love!! :D
What feeling do you hate the most?
loneliness!
Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
OF COS luh!!
Are you always ready to crack a joke?
im doing that everyday, everytime! xD
What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
to excel in work and find someone that is forever.
Do you find it a need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
erm, kinda? haha. well, will feel better with one ard whenever tings happen wat! :D
Why is Mas Selemat a 2/3 woman?
cos he is a wanted man =.=
What kind of friend you hope to be in your friend's eyes?
someone who is always there and is true.
What age you wanna die at?
i hope everyone can live forever!!
What am I doing now?
answering the last qns of this quiz ;]

alright!
im done with this quiz, haha!
shall not ask anymore ppl to do liao, haha.
LOL! :D

SAINTS :D

2008-04-29T20:51:00.003+08:00

` know what is this?!
` now? :D
` alright, ur right! its the saints shirt! xD

alright! haha.

thanks frederick for helping me to buy the saints shirt!

and still need u to help me change size for me this friday.

sorry sorry! :D

` alright! ii told frederick to give me one of this too!! xD

` nope! this is just a random pic ^^

alright, haha!

now everyone say im SAINTS siao le, LOL!!

but actually its only ii find it nice luh! haha.

so don anyhow tink tink people! xD

Labels : ur being missed by me :]

GPP

2008-04-28T01:02:00.003+08:00

mann! see the time now?!
its 1.02am for lord's sake, LOL.
and instead of snoring in my bed, im editing the damn GPP, gees.
lucky got 2 ppl pei me tok sia! haha.
and oso helping me to brainstorm my PI!
alright, thanks guys!! xD
PRO ppl, damn! PI sure EE de =.=

alright, shimin is pregnant!
haha :D
don be so shocked ppl, cos its actually just my clothes luh!!
HAHAHA :D

` this is the stupid pic! xD
`ANNIE&SHIMIN :D
`SMILEEEE :D
`HAHAHA, erm :X

` JACKSON,HUIMIN,SHIMIN,FAITH <3

alright!

shall end my post here and cont chiong my GPP!

Labels : come back soon alright.. :)

SATURDAY

2008-04-26T19:28:00.002+08:00

haha, alrights!
yst band prac was GOOD!!
ii think im slowly starting to think sr band okay luh, haha.
but seriously need some proper training, LOL.
den can be real good le!
cos the players got protential de lor!! haha.
trumpet section rocks mann, cos got ME wat!!
HAHAHHAA :DD
but too bad today din go for rehearsal, cos group got GPP meeting!
im sooo looking forward to band le! haha :D
thumbs for shimin! ;]

okay, so im now at home with yongsheng sitting beside me.
LOL! haha.
gpp finish lo! xD
vivian went back at 5plus?
and bowen went back at 6 liddat ba..
den YS still here!!
haha, cos he's like keep watching youtube things.
LOLL, funny games =.=
he keep saying its nice luh! D:
and ii tot he got 8pm curfew?! =.=
LOLL, funny weird guy!
haha.

tok bout YS ar, haha.
jus a few days ago..
ii realised he's actually kinda good looking without his specs!!
haha, LOL.
SHHH, hahahhaa.
but okay luh, ii was like telling him to wear contacts but he say he cant.
haha, oh well.
LOLL :D

p.s. looking forward to class outing on next fri!! :DD

Label ; im still waiting very very patiently and my patience is still there^^

CHEM LECTURE

2008-04-24T23:18:00.002+08:00

oh ya!
today ar!!
jeremy sat behind me and dina during chem lecture.
HAHAHA :D
we keep hearing the random, "oh my lord" out of him luh!!
LOLL!!
during lecture somemore leh! HAIYO!!
hahaha, so damn freaky funny kay! :DDDDDD

OH MY LORD
OH MY GUAN YIN MA
OH MY KWANG
OH MY LO

WAHAHAHA xD

HAPPY HAPPY DAY!!!

2008-04-24T22:53:00.002+08:00

alrights! haha.
still chionging chem now but sian le, so decided to blog first!
HAHAHA :D
oh well ;]
as uu can see from the title, today is a HAPPY HAPPY DAY!!
and the reason is???

..........................

....................

.........

....

ur RIGHT!!
hahaha, ii saw cute guy alot of times today!
and its like, CLOSEEEE contact!
haha xD
here it goes..

EARLY IN THE MORNING
went to school and to the toilet.
aft ii came out, ii saw dina HENG!
hahaha, so we stood dere and somehow rotted, haha.
while 'studying' for econs lecture test luh :D
somehow, ii stoned and suddenly dina is like, "SHIMIN!!"
den she keep trying to make me look behind.
so ii turn luh, and OMG!
haha, CUTEEEE GUY!
early in the morning see him alright! hahaha :D
so happy, den he walked past me :D
oh ya, dina saw mine first but ii saw dina's FREND first!!
haha, ur right!!
tat sa guy, hahahaha x]

ECONS LECTURE
test today, yep.
tot it was kinda alright luh, haha.
hope ii don fail, LOLL.
CHOY! xD
was so happy tat it was econs, hah.
of cos ii saw cute guy sitting up dere luh!
hahaha :D

AFTER ECONS LECTURE
finally, lecture test was over!! :D
haha, yep.
went out to goodnews cafe and rot.
so SHOCKED, but the moment ii reach goodnews...
CUTE GUY is standing right in front of me!
WOOO :D
me and dina is like smiling smiling and smiling, hahaha.
den sat at the place, OMG.
P E R F E C T ! :D
because he's just directly oppo me! xD
den follow dem go buy food, cute guy is jus right beside me!
haha, quite awkward luh.
cos we noe each other in a way but not aquainted.
soon, bell rang and we all walked past cute guy and friends, hahaha.

SCHOOL CONTINUES
yeah, nothing much happen here luh.
haha, cos its like lessons all the way :D

LEAVING SCHOOL
ii left school with adrian cos he's coming to my house for studying session, hahaha!
and of cos it was quite a slack one xP
haha, well anyway!
me&bro walked under the blue shelter.
some peeps were having their LAST LESSON PE , haha.
saw some guys HOPPING on the track and ii was like DOTS.
then, ii saw his classmates!!
so ii noe its his class!!
hence once again, ii saw CUTE GUY!!
hahaha! OMG LUH.
because he's HOPPING tooooo!!
OMGGG, hop oso can so cute luh!
hahaha, he like hop until SO happy.
like kid liddat ><
hahaha, was laughing so uncontrollably luh!
cos he look tooo cute while hopping which makes the hop, YOU NOE!!
OMG xDD

im still waiting very patiently^^
and this time round, ii believe its gonna come true ;]

BACKTRACKING DAY!

2008-04-22T21:58:00.003+08:00

haha, yaya!
today is a BACKTRACKING DAEEEEEEEEE!
hahaha! :DD
well, damn happy today!^^

START OF SCHOOL
because ii wanted to show adrian who cute guy is, haha.
and aft assembly, ii went to find him and tell him he oso got econs lecture :D
ii was like, ''he's only sitting up up you!!''
LOLL, up up you =.=
ii din noe wat words to use, you see, HAHAHA :D
anyway, as we were walking out of the hall......
we saw CUTE GUY!!!
OMGG!! hahaha.
and ii sweared he saw me too! :D
haha, well.
you can say this is an advantage for havin such a CUTEEEE college dance partner! xD
oh ya, and adrian finally noe who he is le!!!
hahaha, and he said my taste is good too ;]
ALRIGHT! xD

BACKTRACK
anyway, yeah.
BACKTRACK :D
haha, saw pris and the pubic thing came inside my mind again.
haha, was walking up to class and ii saw pris again!!
and ii suddenly say, ''hey, PUBIC.''
HAHAHA!
and she was like, OMG SHHHHH!!
hahaa xP
funny sia, den aft this backtrack made me think of dina's amputation of hair.
HAHAHA.
LOL.

CT PERIOD
today is so funny luh! haha.
during CT period, janet and ruth got some sudden uber randomness of wanting to look at my past pictures, LOL.
SHOCKED, ahha.
so ii find find find an showed them!
and dey say, ''cute :D''
LOL, weird feeling, hahahaha!
anyway, janet keep asking me to make my bald forehead not bald again.
haha! LOLL.
cos ii keep showing them my picture on my fone tat ii took the day b4!
HAHAHA :D

CHEM XTRA LESSON
alright!
haha, although ii noe ii did BADLY for my quiz!
but today's extra lesson is a freaking ENJOYABLE one!! xD
haha, everyone was like laugh laugh laugh for the WHOLE LESSON.
and it all started when ms liu started to go through the answers for the quiz.

NO 1.
ms liu : blah blah blah...
brian : SHIT.
ms liu : blah blah blah...
brian : OH MY GOD!
ms liu : god is up there :D
ms liu : blah blah blah...
jeremy : OH MY LORD!

and the whole class started laughing, hahahahahahaaa...
then, everyone started to say, "OH MY [something]!"
LOLL! and OF COS ii did too!!
haha.
ii was like, "haiyo, u all sooo outdated leh! now is OH MY GUAN YIN MA liao luh!''
haaha, and dina laugh like mad again, LOL.
den ii started to say, "OH MY KWANG!''
more laughter luh, HAHA.
den jeremy or who said, "OH MY LO!"
LOLL!!
haha, wat a wonderful day today is :]
LOVE 1S25!!!

ii will wait even if it takes forever..

REPLY TAGS :D

2008-04-21T22:34:00.003+08:00

ANN ; haha, ya lor!! so longggggg nvr see you luhs! haha! :D
HAZEL ; yayaya! MISS MISS MISSSSS xD
ANNIE ; LOLLL, lame! haha, IMY! faster go out with me!! xD
WENTING ; wen can ii see you huh!! hahaha :D and last long wit ur boy ya!! xD
JOEY ; LOLL!! UBER random leh you!! haha, NUER! xD
KL ; haha, wat! where got ALL about CUTE GUY?!! OPPS xP and uu ar! make me jealous rite!D:
JINGKAI ; haha, alrights! im not forgotten!! haha xD
ADRIAN ; haha, ILY luh!! haha, ur always dere for me leh! no matter how much ii bully you!! xD and no worries, ii wun leave. haha ;]
CHARLES ; AHMA!! GOLEM!! IMY!!!! haha :D FANTASTIC4 outing soon soon sooooon!!
MICH ; STEAD, ILYSM!! haha xD ya! nice hor!! hahaha :D
WEEPENG ; yeah! cyaaaa on wed jie!! :D

MONDAY! xD

2008-04-21T22:26:00.002+08:00

haha, alrights!!
today for the first time in JC, ii was LATE for school!!
HAHAHA :D
but ii nvr regret being late, because.....
in return, ii saw my CUTE GUY!!!
OMGGGG!!
its like the moment ii came down from my dad's car, he's there!! :DD
ii walked up happily towards him and then ii saw, DINA KAILING VALERIE!
dey were late too!!
and obviously dey were standing beside cute guy :\
he's SOOOOO cute luh!! OMGGGG ><
and tat KL ar!!
purposely tell me she sat the same bus with him to school D:
angry, BOOOO.

haha, alright!!
wat a good start rite^^
haha, den it was MOCK SPA.
haha, it went kinda GREAT! xD
but don tink can score that high luh, hahahaha :D
oh ya!! when ii was goin to change for pe, ii saw CUTE GUY AGAIN!!
OMGGG!! ii saw adeline luh^^
den ii noe he's somewhere liao cos same class muh, hahaha.
and he walked past!! woooo :D
with his friends =.=
tat one from SAS de oso dere, gees. DINA AR!
OPPPPS :X
anyway, ii sense someting fishy bout his class guys =.=
cos everytime ii walk past him when he is with his friends..
dey will like, whisper whisper, like you noe wat.
EEEEK! haha, but who cares! xP

cute guy cute guy cute guy!!
ur SOOOOOOOO CUTEEEEE xD

STILL SUNDAY

2008-04-20T19:35:00.004+08:00

well, haha.
so bored until ii click on my past post.
haha, saw lots of wonderful memories..
ii was so happy in every post until the ones in january, haha.
well, but its okay now.
cos ive got over you, haha.
chris daughtry uh!! haha! xD
well, suddenly so miss my sec sch days luh..
theBOBS, theNERDS, TOILETgang, ABC family.....
ii MISS everyone!! :]
hope to see you guys real sooooon le :\

just want to say..
im seriously real lucky to have a brother like you, terence :D
haha, ILY lots boy! :))
but hor, if it isnt you ii wun noe him D:
haha, its okay luh.
cos this incident helps me to grow :D
haha! more experienced now liao leh!!
OPPS :X
[p.s. PLS TAKECARE of my LAOGONG ar!! protect it with ur LIFE okay! xD]
[oh ya, and RMB to return me!! haha :D]
[and! don emo so much le luh! hahaha :D]

ii jus realised something..
are we still friends?
it feels weird knowing ur working on tat day and eventually seeing u on ur booth,
but ii din walked up like always to tok to you, and even say hello.
ii feel bad, but actually sad at the same time..
hope tat we're still haopengyou!! :\

SUNDAY

2008-04-20T17:21:00.002+08:00

mann, its sunday again!!
AHHHH, tmr got school again.
aiyah!! so sian of JC life, LOL.
haha, although its quite fun..
but, dere's TOO mcuh homework!!
OMGG, haha.
stress stress stress :[
ii HATE stress :]

alright!
changed my blogskin!
got tired of my own one aready, haha.
well, recently got some new stuffs.
so feel like my life is changing again, haha.
yeah man! change change change! :D
haha, seriously ii love my bro!
he's such a mr nice luh!
haha! :DD

tok to him jus now for quite long, yup.
the cons outweighs the pros isnt it?
haha, but why cant ii just let go once and for all?
haha, im aready blind, tats why!
hm, well.
im such a fickle minded gurl!!
haha, faster get an answer luh!! :DD

hope that the day wil come soon cos ii noe ii want it,
no matter how much misery it will cause later on :]

TGIF

2008-04-18T12:29:00.002+08:00

hello!
haha, must be wondering how come blogging at this time right?!
COS IM SICK! lol.
yeh, too stress in JC luh~ @.@
haha! well, but gonna complete all the homeworks still.
mann, sick oso cannot rest.
AH! ltr my nice bro will send my homeworks to my house!
wat a nice bro! *pats on adrian's back*
haha, gogogo!
STUDY STUDY STUDY!! xD

lol, yst in saeke with class.
called huimin to ask her bout the POP stuffs.
she din ans, den awhile ltr she sms me.
say ii nice timing, she jus saw him.
ii was like, HUH? who is that him?
den ii called her and she was like, who is studying in NYP.
den ii was like, OH.
dots luh huimin, why u go ask if he noe me -.-
but im seriously shocked tat his reply was ya.
ii tot he will say no, or jus walked away.
in the end, he joined band.
OMG, haha.
WATEVER, lol xP
but seriously im jealous cos SP going beijing, NYP goin vienna, NYJC goin osaka!
but SRJC?! none :[
mann!! which means anchun faith jackson joey huimin wun be ard, AHHHH!!

oh yeh.
ii realised tat i've been skipping band, heh.
so ii shall go for prac now, no more ponning!! :D
SRJC ALL FOR YOU, YOUR CALL IS OURS TOOOOOOOOOOO!!

SHIMIN IS BACK!!

2008-04-14T19:21:00.002+08:00

haha, well.
im FINALLY OKAYY!
haha, thanks to michelle ;]
and ii noe ii will nvr regret le, haha.
yupp, life now is sooo much better! xD
cos the SHIMIN is BACK in town everyone!!!
haha, 1S25 ROCKSSSSSS my socks! xP
LOVEEEEEEEES'
okay, ii shall blog nxt time.
cos got ALOT of work to be done now, haha.
chaos~ :DD

ii believe in you ;]
so ii will wait, even if it takes forever!
or mayb not, haha! xP
keep it as a promise alright!! :D
im seriously waiting for that day to happen <3

1S25!

2008-04-06T20:56:00.008+08:00

` valerie!
` trying to tie her hair xP
` ruth!
` ruth again!
` kailing!
` L.O.V.E U!
` I L.O.V.E U <3 !
` weird people! xD
` smileee :D
` look at our hair! all the same style!! xD

` funny huh! xD
` :P

` L O V E U!
` haha, trying to act tat we're banging the wall! xD

1S25 all the way!! ;]

WOOOOOOOOOOSH!

2008-04-06T20:56:00.002+08:00

haha, well.
alrights alrights.
this time round im really okay le!
haha, cos well..
aft toking to mich, ii decided to do someting tat will finally settle my problem..
hm, ii did it and i've got my answer.
yupp, he really changed le.
totally another person liao, so..
wats the point, haha.

yeah, shimin did it!
way to go! xD

that nightmare has officially ended :]

unlucky days

2008-04-01T21:34:00.002+08:00

well, yst went to SA concert.
hm, their standard kinda drop le..
well anyway, ii noe ii might see him.
and ii did saw.
shall not elaborate, cos im confused now.
seriously confused.. hm.
oh ya.
aparting from seeing him, ii saw her too.
yeah, her.

ZZZ, damn suay can.
hais. ii suay-ed for the whole day yst can.
since first period =.=
okay den nvm..
but today?!
again?!!!

hm, okay..
ii admit tat yst saw him..
ii kinda miss him, well.
but ii got over it le.
im fine! but!!
today ii actually saw him again?!!
and its the least expected!!
WHY D:

yst he ran past me..
today he walked past me..

why is god so cruel to me?
ii prayed for a chance..
so, wat do you actually mean now?
letting me see him for 2 straight days.
esp today, its so so unexpected becos today actually is just a day that ii met up with my bestie.
are you giving me a prank beocs today is april's fool?

please give me an answer?
ii really need it..
are you giving us a chance now?

what are those looks supposed to mean?
why mus you look at me in that way?
ii thought you hated me alot?
then why those looks in the eyes?

why did ii feel scared when we walked past each other?
ii seriously seriously miss you alot..

RANDOM

2008-03-31T00:18:00.008+08:00

well, so random to blog now.
cos im still chionging my PI, but well.
so randomly went to joey's blog and saw her posts.
yeh, she broke up.
while looking at her post, something just came into me..
she said while she was on the bus, memories came popping out.
no more shoulder for her to lie on, no more hugs.
haha, true..

aft we broke up, many many things popped out my mind too..
overwhelming sadness, ii could say..
no more shoulder for me to lie on, no more of my fav hugs, no more sending home by him, no more him waiting to fetch me home..
the eugene that ii once love so so deeply is gone..
because its a fact tat eu did change so drastically..
therefore, we ended.
but not beautifully like joeys', its tragically..

OKAY, shall cont with my PI aready!
ii want to SLEEP! :D

memories of hoshimin & eugenelowweizhen.
29aug2oo7 - 17jan2oo8

is heaven giving me and god giving him another chance?

TODAY

2008-03-24T21:35:00.002+08:00

haha, have the urge to blog again.
well, the last post was stupid.
ii feel like im stupid to say all those down dere, haha.
right now, im a free woman!
haha, no more HIM!

why should ii cont to think bout him wen dere's better ppl out dere?
LOLL xP
haha, yah soooooo :D
but who knows, zzz.
it happened tat he's gonna to study at NYP.
OMG, lets just hope tat ii don see him ba.
HAHAHA :D

ii LOVE JC FRIENDS!!
ii LOVE ADRIAN, AMANDA!
ii LOVE 1S25!! :DD

LOVEEEEEEEES'

ii tink its really time to let eveything go and let it be a memory ba..
a memory of THAT HIM that i'll keep in my heart forever^^
for the last time..

iloveyou,
the one that always love me deeply before :]

SATURDAY

2008-03-22T22:01:00.002+08:00

okay, its saturday today and im sitll chionging my homework.
havent been much efficient since JC started.
still abit of slack luh D:
go shimin go!
haha..

well, so many things had happened this year..
even though its jus march now.
the change in someone who is important to me which leads to breakup..
and the breakup which leads to many 'not like me' character coming out..
and those character which leads to frends feeling disappointed in me..
those days were seriously the worst of my life..
but luckily ii got really goodfriends by my side^^
esp anchun, jackson, chelsy, michelle!
ii seriously LOVE them BIG TIMES.

then, it was start of JC.
went there and eventually made goodfriends in JCs aready..
really thanks peeps of ORION5 who always make my day in SRJC :D
esp adrian&amanda, LOVE YOU TWO!!
was thinking that ii could forget bout him in JC, but its just tat dere were too many SA guys in my JC, zzz.
[dammit]
so, many things started to flow back in my mind again..
however, thanks to adrian [my bro!!] for being my counseller always :]
that ii finally managed to fang xia him..

well, life is always so unpredictable..
things always happen when you least expected them to happen..
but ignoring those, ii just know that!
studies come first so we should work hard!! and friends are always dere for me wen ii need them!
LOVES'

why am ii missing you now?
ii really want to give you up but..
its just that, your the one.
no matter how much the love is killing me, you are still special to me.
will we ever get back together again?
wat will happen on the 31st of march if we sees each other?
hope there's a miracle awaiting for us on that day...
ii still love you, eugene low wei zhen..

MY BIRTHDAY!

2008-03-22T20:04:00.002+08:00

hello! im back to blogging again.
haha, had been tooooo busy recently with school works luh :D
anyway, 10MARCH, ALRIGHT!
its my birthday that day! haha.
got some presents from JC friends and my relatives ^^
still waiting for my presents from SEC SCH friends, haha.
cos din not meet ar, everyone is busy as well.
well, here's my presents!! :DD

$20 from two aunties!
lime green nike bottle from my adrian&cherilyn!
a tube of chocolate from tyze feng!
a star magnet and some pig bu qiu ren from amanda!
a wallet from my god-sis& my cus's gf!
a movie treat from esmond(:

haha, no pictures though.
cos ii cant find some, dono where my mom put dem!!
OMGG! xP
haha, and chelsy!!
ii want my spongebob now! D:
haha! :D

THE POK FAMILY!

2008-03-02T03:18:00.009+08:00

okay!
introducing.....

THE POK FAMILY!

thanks to zaihao.
cherilyn made up the pok family, LOL!
and here are all the names.

me ; meePOK (minPOK)
zaihao ; zaiPOK
cherilyn ; caiPOK
amanda ; naPOK
tyze feng ; fengPOK
adrian ; hongPOK
shaun ; yuePOK
yi ying ; yingPOK
priscilla ; peiPOK
glicia ; yiPOK
chermaine ; xuePOK
weiming ; mingPOK

of cos, its obviously using one of our chinese name and then to combined it with a POK.
and of cos, its obviously all the ORION 5 ppl tats in the POK FAMILY.
haha, well done ORION 5! xP
LOVE YOU GUYS LOOOOTS!! :D

OGO!!!

2008-03-02T03:18:00.006+08:00

well, sat was our OGO.
sadly, little turn up ):
dere's only me, adrian, cher, zaihao, glicia, priscilla, weiming and adrian's friend.

well, met up with adrian and his friend at amk mrt station.
his friend was late, oh well.
then we went to cityhall to meet up the rest.
called zaihao to check if he was goin to OGO not, but cant get through.
tried two times and ii stopped.
when ii was goin to reach, received zaihao's sms.
ii replied, then he replied.
the reply was, "lol. i also dunno who are you."

at first ii tot it was a typo.
but aft meeting up with dem.
he asked if tat was my no.
because he called me and it went into mailbox (tats wat happen wen ii called him too).
for my friends, ue all noe luh.
my mailbox msg is anchun's hello hello, zhao shui zhao shui........
den he tot who luh, LOL.

anyway, we went to marina's POOL to play first.
it was damn FUNNY.
because some of the peeps din noe how to play it.
so many FUNNYYYY scenarios happen.
aft tat we went to makan!
took a LOOOONG time to finally decide on where to makan.
and we ended up at SUNTEC's pasta mania.
sat oppo zaihao.
tat IDIOT guy, zzz.
try to be funny! BOOO D:

but anyway, found out tat he had really GOOD dining etique, which kinda shocked me.
but shant tok bout the idiotic stuffs that he did and showed me, zzz.

aft tat, we went gai gai!!
while walking to the cinema, we spilted up.
cher weiming priscilla on a side, me zaihao adrian glicia on the other.
wen reaching the cinema, ii couldnt help it so ii stopped and walked to a shop.
and so did the 3 of dem. it was a shop full of anime tings, you see :D
din noe zaihao noe so much of anime too, SHOCKED once more.
had lots of fun dere..

then the other grp came and we went arcade to play basketball machine.
was trying to wait for 3 machines but we cant due to the large amt of ppl dere.
so, me and glicia team up to play VSing zaihao.
the game started and OMG.
me and glicia got 100+ near to 200pts.
and zaihao got 27pts, so he was out for the first round = =

aft tat, wen to TOYS R US!
OMGGGG, sooooo FUN luh! xD
all were crazy, LOLL.
thats why, HAH!!
cher went home during this time as she got curfew ):
oh ya, btw!
stupid zaihao made me a few times, zzz.
and he threw pikachu! D:

aft that, went to marina to find aloy.
the rest FOLLOWED too.
saw aloy and we tok for very long.
he gave me chocolates as well!!
the rest of dem keep asking wat happen and saying tat he's my bf.
LOL, ii offered dem the chocolates.
and dey said it will be TOO sweet for dem = =

then, we tot of goin to catch a movie and it was 9plus tat time.
went to check timing and dere's no more good slots aready so din manage to watch it.
and we decided to go to mac to ROT.
dono wat reason, everyone started to tok bout imaginary friend, LOLL.
and dey acted that dey had one and the woman beside us got freaked out and went out, LOL!
rotted til 11plus and everyone went home.

FUN DAY ii had with ORION 5 peeps.
but sadly, alot din turn up lor..
well, looking forward to the next OGO!! xD
btw, the pics will be uploaded asap aft ii get dem frm cher :D

FRIDAY

2008-03-02T03:18:00.002+08:00

yep, this is what happen on friday.
haha, well.everyday is SRJC is simply FUN FUN and FUN!
haha, of cos we still have lectures&tutorials!i
n fact, a lot actually = =

ANYWAY.its still FUN!
haha, but sad.on this very day, we got our CGs aready.
tat means, starting from next week..
no more in OGs but in CGs le!!

AW MANN! D:
ii LOVEEEE my OG luh!
why mus spilt! D:
angry = =
well, everyone's diff class luh.
OMGYM!!
me ; 1S25
yi ying ; 1S27
adrian ; 1S29
amanda ; 1S07
cherilyn ; 1S08
shaun ; 1S09

AHHHH.
but nvm, cos we're still in the same sch!
so we could still meet up in the free periods!! :D

oh ya.
did lame things again.
haha, me and cher went to buy a STRIKING GOLD rubber band for school :D
here's it!!!

` and amanda ia trying to act CUTE, OMG!

yeh, this was taken while we were waiting ofr our H2 maths lecture.

it was the last you see, so aft that.

we TOOK a photo in the lecture theatre 5, LT5.

` less den half strength of ORION 5!

yeh, aft tat.

was HOME time.

and adrian treated us ICE CREAM!!

MINIMELTS :D

THANKS GOODFRIEND!! :D

WOOOOOOOOOOSH!

2008-02-27T23:11:00.004+08:00

28FEB2008

today is tigger's birthday!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GURL!! :D

well, presents from me, cher, adrian. tyze feng and shaun.

bought a tigger inflable stool, tigger sq plushie and a tigger keychain for amanda.
if ue are thinking why everyting is tigger stuff and her why her nickname is tigger.

here's it.

she simply just look like TIGGER!

look at the one with smaller eyes, haha!

LOOKS LIKE RIGHT! xD

` groupie photo!! :D` US, the GURLS! :D

` me, cher, tyze feng
` me, amanda, cher

` BIRTHDAY GURL!!

LIFE in SRJC is soooo fun, despite all the lectures&tutorials.

its because of you GUYS!

ue guys ROCKSSSS! :D

SRJCCCCCC

2008-02-27T23:11:00.002+08:00

OKAY!
im BLOGGING :D
haha, have been neglecting my blog uh.
WOOO!!

JC IS SOOOOO FUN OKAY!
SRJC ALL THE WAY! :DD

LOVEEEEE the peeps dere mann!
haha, today is like only the 6th day and im like friends with my clique for years liddat!
haha! but SAD lor! ZAIHAO 3rd day transfer to CJC liao D:
and so is calister, mann!
ORION 5 less two peeps! ):

well, anyway.
LOVE MY CLIQUE LOTS :D
dere's :
adrian from MONFORT ; (nickname still processing)
amanda from CHUNG CHENG MAIN ; TIGGER
cherilyn from GAN ENG SENG ; (nickname still processing)
shuan from MARIS ; (nickname still processing)
ME! from HOUGANG! ; owl = =
tsze feng from TAMPINES ; (nickname still processing)

and of cos, dere's oso the TRANSFERED one :
zaihao from VS ; ZAIPOK! :D
p.s. heyhey! he's my FIRST FRIEND in SRJC okay! so im SAD! D:
HAHA.

adrian is a cool gentleman sia!
amanda is cute luh! soooo like TIGGER!!
cherilyn is DAMN LOUD! xP
shuan is PANGSEH KIA! D:
im ME! :DD
tsze feng is.. a CHINESE LOVER!! xD
and zaihao is! F-U-N-N-Y!
LOLL.

anyway.
haha, dey rocks luh.
but of cos ii ROCK more!! XDD
haha, looking forward to our OGO this sat?
haha, it SHOULD be fun ba :D
WOOOOOOOOOOO!

anyway, dono why.
SR this time got a bunch of SA guys and ST.NICK'S girls, lol.
dono how come end up here, LOL!!
HS oso quite a number and so does ppl from BEATTY, hah.

lastly, LECTURES&HOMEWORKS can actually be FUN! :DD
heyhey, IM STUDYING OKAYY!
OMGYM, haha :D

okay, sleep le!!
so, til then.
CYAAAAAAAAAAA ALL ^^

1st day of new year !

2008-02-09T01:26:00.000+08:00

` fozhu = =
`EEK
` his lovely shoes = =

` my cute hair xD
` heh heh heh >< ` tsk, so unglam!
` opps. caught in action xP
` hahaha! ACT COOL, OMG XD

first, morning.
took angbaos from dad&mom then we went down to granny hse.

granny & uncle, aunty gave angbaos.

den aft tat, went to godfather dere.

gave two oranges to the alter for my grandma&grandpa den another two for gradparents.

WE ARE FIRST TIS YEAR, OMG.

planner says 12pm reach but in the end, everyone 2pm reach.

LOL, in fact. the whole new year's schedule is +2 hr de xD

at godfather dere, GAMBLE ALL THE WAY :D

den went down to my dad's nanny's hse.

finally saw the grand-daughter of hers, and her husband and daughter.

her husband is an angmoh! so the baby damn cute xD ABC muh !!

aft tat last station, went to dad's cousin's hse.

and HOME aft tat :D

and tats everyting for the 1st day of new year ba, haha!

GAMBLE EVERYWHERE SIA ! LOL xD

BORED OFF

2008-02-04T23:05:00.001+08:00

` smile :)
` i like this pic lots!
` dad and me. look alike uh :D
` 007 :D
` ii BITE ! ROAR D:

okokay, im once again bored.
LOL, mann.
hm, stop it luh shimin !
pull urself together again !
nd lead a happy happy carefree life again like before u're RUINED by someone !!

AHHH.
okay, crazy yeah crazy.

oh well.
recently been so booooored until ii actually wrote songs !
AH, haha.
hui2 yi4 was the first..
finally got the whole tune out plus almost all lyrics xD
now got another one !
call, mei2 you3 ni3 de4 ri4 zi3.
haha, hope it sounds nice xP
ii sang out the first song still not bad luh.
haha, but the lyrics = =
mus improvise abit, hahaha :D

okay stay tuned folks !
and here are more pictures from yst !!!

`wahahaha !

`is she weird, not me ! xD

`kekes.

` O"O

` heh xD

cyaaaaa :D

SUNDAYYYYY

2008-02-03T21:08:00.000+08:00

haha, well.
today went to my uncle dere to pray my ahma..
haha, yup yup.
my cus did her nails nd her toes but ii did my toes first !!
haha ! its black = =
um, well..
everyting got a fiist time wat ! :D
and its actually.. er... kinda NICE ! xD
haha, will post the pics ltr on or tmr xD
camwhored wit my cus, hahaha :D

anyway, recently..
was quite boring at night and didnt noe wat to do..
so, ii wrote my own song !
HAH, lol.
ii finally finish the tune of the song, mann !
its hard hard work k, haha.
many will ask wat title and the tune bah..
but, not goin tell, haha !
don wann keep goin ard saying wat ):
cos its mine ! LOL.
cos im not a professional, tats why..
LOL!
btw, the song title will be hui2 yi4.
haha, kinda lame song title, ii noe ii noe..
haha, nd ur probably wondering issit write bout him..
well, kinda? haha.
but its the old him tat ii wrote for?
or rather about.. haha.
um, jus stay tuned?
hahaha :D

omg

2008-02-03T02:00:00.000+08:00

hah, actually its kinda random to blog so suddenly in the middle of the night..
but, ii've got to say it.
haha, aft toking to aloy on msn jus now..
nd seeing sometings..
it makes me feel tat im such an idiot to actually be hurt over eugene..
hah, shall not say wat happen..
but wat ii can say is..

im gonna admire uu forever, aloysius tan meng liang :)

although it may seems lyk nothing, but..
uu've really taught me alot alot nd alot of tings tonight :D
ur really a once in a lifetime mr.nice :)
so gurls, keep a look out for him yah xP
no! he's mine! LOL, haha.
* im joking of cos, lol !! *

p.s the admire is not TAT KIND of admire k. its lyk looking up to someone de admire! :D

something very meaningful ?

2008-02-03T00:38:00.000+08:00

well, this is taken from a bulletin post from friendster..
and ii tink tat, well..
not bad, haha.
cos its true luh !
haha, LOL.
enjoy seeing, esp GUYS :]

If a girl cries in front of you, it means that she couldn't take it anymore...
If you take her hand, she would stay with you for the rest of your life;
if you let her go, she couldn't go back to being herself anymore...

(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, Except in front of the person who she love the most, she becomes weak..

(VERY TRUE!!!)
A girl wont cry easily, only when she loves you the most, she put down her ego.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you please hold her hands firmly, she's the one who would stay with you for the rest of your life.
Guys, if a girl cries bcoz of you, please dont give her up, maybe bcoz ofyour decision, you ruin her life.
When she cry rite in front of you, when she cry bcoz of you, Look into her eyes, Can u see n feel the pain n hurt she's feeling?

Think....

Which other girl have cried wif pure sincerity, Infront of you, And bcoz ofyou?
*i knw who..*
She cry not because she is weak, She cry not bcoz she wan sympathy or pity, She cry, Because crying silently is no longer possible, the pain, hurt, n agony have become too big a burden to be kept inside...
Guys, Think about it...
*im thinking..*
If a girl cry her heart out 2 you, And all because of you, Its time to look back on wat u have done, Only you will know the answer to it.
Do consider it. Coz one day....
It may be too late for regrets, It may be too late to say "im sorry".
To my friends...
Ponder this message seriously.
Do nt do dis to a girl, You may regret for the rest of your life.
Maybe in your life, she's the only one that love YOU the most.

ANGRY

2008-02-02T16:24:00.000+08:00

from wat happen yst, ii can say tat..
SUCH JERKS or rather, FUCKING ASSHOLES still are living on this wonderful world.
so dey tink tat dey are ppl's ex so dey are still someting to dem?
well, mayb for some but DEFINATELY NOT YOU !
so uu tink tat being SUCH A FUCKING JERK uu still tink tat ur WORTH EVEN A TINY BIT TO ME?
lyk OF COURSE NO !
all the tings tat uu had done to me..
ii mean, ii treat uu as a frend aready good enough le.
nd now uu tink tat uu still have ANY QUALIFICATIONS to be ANGRY WIT ME OR DON WAN TO TOK TO ME ?
PLEASE luh, LOSER.

NOT EVEN A SINGLE 0.00000001% CAN

so ur telling me tis is wat god teaches uu to be?
ii don tink so ba.
ii noe some christians might see my post or my christian friends.
for those christian frends who noe wat happen between us, nd now he is still treating me liddat..
don uu tink tat he's a big big sinner ?
sometimes ii jus feel tat god is too kind to his children le..
wen dey ask uu for forgiven, uu forgave dem.
but how many actually learn from ur great kindness ?
nd learn from their mistakes?
mayb almost all but definately not all right ?
well, he's one of dem ii can say.

COS HE DOES NOT LEARN EVEN THOUGH THE RECENT GOING-ONS TO CHURCH.

well, its kinda sad cos he's NOT like this de..
until a month ago..
ii really dono wat happen tat causes such a drastic change to him.
hm, although im not a christian..
but-

O LORD, CAN UU PLEASE HELP THIS FRIEND OF MINE ?
COS I DON WISH TO LOSE A FREND TAT WAS ONCE SO GREAT..
THANK YOU, AMEN.

THURSDAY !

2008-01-31T23:35:00.000+08:00

im here to blog again !
haha, lol..
well, recently cant sleep at night..
haha, seriously aft break le arh, ii at night cant sleep so early..
hm, but yst..
ii told myself someting to wake up, yup.
nd ii finally woke up :]
so, yst ii had a goodnight sleep :D
lyk FINALLY, lol.
haha, anyway.
was toking to anchun on fond yst.

hah. while toking...
ii realised tat, its been a long long time since ii tok to him liddat le..
hm, nd he said me too ):
sorry luh ! D:
well, he said tat..
aft ii stead wit him, ii totally din tok on the fond or even tok to him online le..
yeh, ii agree luh.. although ii tried to say words for myself :X
anyway, cos really wat ! D:
is cos mus noe my limits muh..
cannot lyk keep toking to others guys wen uu got one le wat ):
but WATEVER luh..
cos HE oso DON BELIEVE THIS nd say as if ii still go VERY close wit uu guys, zzz.

sorry guys ):
anchun jackson aloy zhenjun esp..

hm.
but now its fine!
hah, so much fun without him luh !
WOO! ii seriously miss those days tat ii had fun wit uu guys ! :D
nd of cos, goin back to BAND !

oh yah !
today's the last day of famous amos for me le ):
aw mann, gonna miss all those peeps..
esp tasha, sara, liting nd jingkai..
hah, of cos not forgettin yan !
haha, sooo much fun dere luh ! ):

gonna miss the immune-ation of the cookies smell
gonna miss the ''wat uu eating today arh?''
gonna miss the ''watever!''
gonna miss the tsunami floods by me jingkai sara xP
gonna miss blah blah blah.....

HAHAHA.
will gooooo back wenever ii can de !
hahaha :D

I LOVE CP FA !!!

MONDAY AT AMOS !

2008-01-28T23:58:00.000+08:00

WOO, went to work today.
saw tasha nd she was lyk..
HELLO, with a :DDD

haha, nice working place huh :]
aft tat went in saw yan, haha.
spike hair leh!
was kinda surprised, haha.
cos was abit sudden for me to see him in spike hair, haha.
mayb got date uh... hahaha x)

anyway, aft ii put on the apron.
tasha told me, '' today ur job is to... pack 600 120g inner for me.''
OMG!
haha, but its kinda okay..
cos ii lyk to pack gift items, haha..
with the help of everyone today, we managed to finish 320 bags!!!
WOO xD
but tmr ii reach FA gonna pack another 280 to finish, OMG.
lol, haha :D

yupp, working wit henny tmr.
HM. oh well :D
jiayou jiayou jiayou!
nd ii tink im helping to work til march?
which is jc starts lo.. heh.
pay tis thurs, woo!
faster faster :)
im broke aready, LOL :DD

CP FA really rocks mann!
WOO! so unlike ur working, lol :]
everyone are so friendly, haha.
lyk close frends liddat..
gossip.. crap.. laugh laugh laugh.. comfort uu wen uu jus brokeup.. blah blah....
haha! WOO.
niceeee place luh! :DD

MONDAY :D

2008-01-28T23:45:00.000+08:00

haha, don wann continue tok bout class chalet le luh.
hah, why rmb all those stupid days where ii still cry over him?
haha, cos ii mean.
he's gone wat..
not the new him, but the old him.
ii should not cry over the old him, but ii shuld live happily w/o him..
haha, cos ii noe the old him wants that too(:

oh well.
haha, went to his concert yst.
saw him, he's happy.
well, ii am too(:
had lots of fun nd most impt, LAUGHTER with anchun jackson jerrick :D
haha, concert was not bad.
but not as good as ii expected for saints alumni ):
well, but ii will still go for their concert de, haha.
din find him cos ii really don feel lyk seeing him, haha..
at least for a few months?
hah, yupp.

oh ya.
MARCUS WAS GREAT !
lol, everytime see him play mallets is lyk.

WOAH!

serious k!
haha, bu kui is my senior xD
kekes..

CONT. CLASS CHALET PART 1

2008-01-20T21:54:00.000+08:00

yo, back.

haha, well..

was toking bout class chalet uh.

hah, went to downtown..

got lots of memories wit him dere..

haha, not HIM but the old him..

nd some places in escape was esp memorable..

all because tat, downtown was the LAST date tat we went tat dere was only laughter..

no quarrels, no a little of tis nd tat..

IMISSYOU!

but, lyk any other ppl would say..

jie an shun bian..

he's not gonna come back le..

yupp, hais.

why did uu leave me alone so early?

why did uu leave nd let tis some other person replace you?

replaced uu to become a bf tat's not caring, tat don love me..

ii really need you, you noe..

oh well, ii tink ii better really jie an shun bian ba..

cos ii noe he wun ever come back le..

SNIFF..

anyway sat..

ii was fine at first..

went to band in the morning..

dey tok bout my prob, yupp.

den went to band room..

jackson called me to the store while ii was halfway playing..

ii tot he wanted to ask me tings but den he pointed someone to me.

ZZZ!

some joker from tuba section was lying down on the tuba case, SLEEPING.

LOL, nd he was none other jonathan -.-

haha, den me nd jackson started disturbing him!

ii keep telling him to go for sectionals luh, haha.

den he still don wanna move so ii took pictures of him, lol.

he block his face all the way!!

aft taking, ii went to the teacher's room dere to show anchun downstairs!!

aft looking, anchun ran up nd sat on him, LOL.

GAY time, hah :D

long time no see tis lo!!

hahaha xD

anyway, aft playing..

jonathan went out nd sleep on the band room floor..

but aft more disturbing by me, jackson nd anchun..

he finally went sectionals!! HAHAHA :D

yupp.

aft tat, someting MORE interesting happen, LOL!

percussion was practising their song..

nd tis time, anchun called me while ii was playing, zzz.

ii turn ard den he tell percussion to start..

den, he danced.

he danced HARD GAY's SIGNATURE DANCE, ZZZ.

LOL, lame can -.-

actually ii took a video of it luh xD

hahaha!! nd ii LAUGH&LAUGH&LAUGH lyk dere's no tomorrow -.-

aft allll tis (:

jackson said someting nd ii felt tat, he's right.

haha..

'' gen ta fen shou hou cai zhi dao wo men zui hao hor..."

haha!

ii LOVE uu all mann!!

jackson, anchun, charles, aloy, zhenjun, clements, joel, jerry, jonathan, yongyou, ryan, jenson, joey, chelsy, michelle, hazel, liting & my especially NOSEY TRUMS!!

and of cos ALOT more, lyk my cus blah blah blah....

hahaha, dey are the best! :D

CLASS CHALET

2008-01-20T11:49:00.000+08:00

well, was the class chalet yst..
haha, had sooo much fun.
nd most imptly, LAUGTER..
since one month ago aft he changed..
oh well, hah.
the pics ii will post tonight or tmr evening de.
cos goin out sooon! :D
den tmr morning working, haha.
not goin youth today first ba..
gonna polish up my playing skills first!!
cos found out tat..

aft being together wit him..
ii neglected my band, section, my trumpet nd most imptly, FAMILY&FRIENDS.
so, SORRY all..

omg!
time's really RUNNING out!
haha. tink nxt time den ii blog wat happen in chalet wit the pics ba!!
CYAAAAAAA <3

reply tags!

2008-01-15T19:37:00.005+08:00

clements ; thanks! meimei(: actually compared to him, ur a better one, lol. miss uu too!
michelle ; thanks stead, loveyou too(: its good to have such great frends lyk uu! :D
anchun ; okokay, lol. thanks leh, uu nd jackson for comforting me.. haha, uu two will always be the greatest frends tat ii ever noe :]
junhao ; haha, thanks. yupp, he's really a jerk(: in r/s ba.. haha.
annie ; thanks! haha, but we'll say tat in the ltr part of my life ba(: cus forever, uu two!!
faith ; haha, sista! im so touched by uu luh! thanks alot(: sistas for life!!
tbg ; thanks korkor!! ii will de! :D
ann ; haha, okokay! cheer up! *smiles* uu too okay!!
ziana ; LOL. wah, so expensive!! haha, mayb only for excos ba.. shh xD
yy ; thanks didi! haha, but no nid - - lol. calling uu to smack him will be as if calling a ahbeng to find his daiji.. hahaha! xP thanks k(: ur really a grest great frend :D
hazel ; haopengyou!! haha, okay! mai sad le(; cos he really not worth luh(: haha, thanks! love uu!!

he's a JERK

2008-01-15T19:37:00.004+08:00

yupp, yst officially broke up wit him le^^
well.. ii din noe ii could feel so so, RELAX after ii broke up wit him..
haha, actually ii couldnt de.
but yst while toking in msn, ii cried lyk as if tomorrow im gonna die?
den out of the sudden ii jus stop crying..
den ii suddenly don feel anyting for tis heartless jerk.

yup, a JERK.
ur really a jerk eugene..
uu should noe why..
plus because uu jus changed liddat aft knowing some gurl..
if uu din notice, uu DID change AFTER uu know her..
of cos lyk ii mention in the "LOST" post, uu've changed in the attitute towards me.
well, ii guess uu tink tat she might ba a better gurl for uu?
den jiayou ba. chase her lo..
cos ii really tink tat, before we broken up..
she's aready replacing me in ur heart.

the reason why ii noe tis?
hm, well..
ii guess ii have to apologise.
SORRY, because ii read ur smses..
but if ii din read dem..
ii would still stupidly be an asshole begging uu to love me again..
hah.
to tink of it now..
im really a poor poor ting ba.

uu said tat its tiring to love me, but din uu notice tat.
its a million million times more tiring&hurting to love you?
uu said tat uu cant say iloveyou now, but din uu notice tat.
ii SHOULD be the one saying tis to uu & even to hate uu?
uu said uu will get angry wen uu tink of me, but din uu notice tat.
ii wish ii could slap uu now wen ii tink of uu?
uu said tat its alot lighter without me, but din uu notice tat.
its really ALOT lighter&happier for me without uu?
uu always say tat ii wun understand, but din uu notice tat.
uu are the ONE tat don understand? & in fact, ALOT?

actually sometimes ii jus tink tat im so so STUPID to fall in love wit uu..

why did ii accept you in the first place?
wen ii noe the ending will be like this..
why did ii trust uu tat we'll be forever?
wen ii still haven get over someone..
why did ii believe you tat uu will love me forever?
wen ii don quite believe during tat time..
why did ii make frends wit uu?
wen terry wanted to intro you to me..
why did ii believe ur sweet toking?
wen ur actually a devil in disguise..
*why did ii even LOVE uu?
wen ii told aloy tat uu are not quite suitable for me in the first place?
&WHY DID II STEAD WIT UU?
wen ii told aloy tat ii will reject uu aft our first date..

to tink of all tis now, ii had been a foolish gurl..
a DARN DARN foolish one to fall for a guy tat eventually gets sian of me..
im such a cheap biatch..
a DAM DAM one to actually let uu affected me so much til my close frends said ii've changed..
im such a despo biatch..
an ASSHOLE one tat actually beg uu & even agree to kneel down if you want while asking uu not to let us be over..

after saying so much,
im so GLAD tat ii made the right choice to break wit uu.
cos ur really not WORTH, really really not WORTH.
nd if ur still liddat in the nxt r/s, den UU ARE NOT WORTH for all the gurls on this universe..
cos ur really a JERK in r/s..

so, PEOPLE.
if you noe tat uu cant commit into a r/s yet, den don START ONE.
if you noe tat uu cant love someone forever, den don START ONE.
if you noe tat uu cant keep ur promises to ur partner, den don START ONE.
if you noe tat uu will get sian of ur partner wen uu meet someone new, den don START ONE.

otherwise, uu will hurt ur partner alot nd will oso be categorised under the 'JERKS' or 'SLUTS' section..
so..
jus wann to say..

a r/s is not someting tat could be played around..
it takes alot of efforts nd commitment..
also, a serious heartbreak may result in depression..
r/s its really not a funny matter, so don trifle with it.

lastly, if couples or even married couples got stuck whether to leave or to stay..
ii shall introduce a book to uu guys.
its really really helpful..
although mine din work out, but its because he hurt me too too much tat ii really cant take it le.. nd he don even want to make an effort to salvage our r/s..
anyway, ii saw the book at borders (the one in wheellock place).
title is:
too good to leave too bad to stay by mira kirshenbaum
its under the self-help section in borders..

yupp, & tis is the end of my post(:

nightmare

2008-01-15T19:37:00.003+08:00

hm, ii tot through le ba..
nd ii couldnt answer myself why mus ii let him go of him wen ii still love him?
its merely a test from god to us..
so we should face it together nd overcome tis problem..
isnt tat right(:

eugene..
please believe in US ba..
we really can de :]
ii noe uu know tat too..
but ur jus too confused now..
please don be confused nd mess up ur mind now..
it wun do any good to the both of us de..

the situation uu are in now..
is jus lyk me in the past..
the time wherby ii jus cant accept uu yet..
cos im too confused..
but uu confidently assured me tat uu could give me happiness dint uu?
nd told me to believe in us? believe tat we could be forever?
ii really trusted uu..
if not why are we together in the first place?

so, uu shuld trust me tis time..
tat we really can be forever&ever..
cos we really really can de...

iloveyou & u'll be the only one tat i'll love in my life..

always&always...

TUESDAY BLUES

2008-01-15T19:37:00.002+08:00

well, since yst..
aft ii decided, ii still cant totally forget bout him..
hm, nd ii admitted tat aft ii saw him online..
ii unblock him soon nd even started to tok to him..
jus awhile luh!! hm.
but it all sounded lyk two frends toking, oh well.

tings really changed le ba.
he don love me le :'(
hm, okokay
nd ii admit tat midnight ii sms him whether can call him not.
but he says he's toking to frend so..
my last call, gone lo.
oh well, many memories wit him..
really..

before Olevels..
keep pushing him to study..
blah blah...
hm, yst before ii went to sleep, ii cried..
cried very badly, cos no one to say woaini to me before ii slp le.
but oh well, past few days oso don have wat..
nd he sounded sian toking to me, oh well.

today morning too, din noe wat to do..
ii keep waking up very early although my alarm set was 10am.
keep dreaming..
alot alot of diff dreams, but the 2nd last one made me wanna cry..
cos ii dream of ii saw his sms frm tat gurl nd dere was a *****
well, someting tat could make a gf sad?

hm, was so diff to get to slp cos ii miss him..
but aft ii wake up, ii told myself.

wake up, ho shi min!
he don love uu now, uu don have a bf now!!

nd so, ii immediately felt better le..
ii mean my heart, not suffocating le..
nd ii went online to chat&blog.
yup, working at 4.30pm ltr..

nth to blog le, cya.
bye eugene.. ii will never forget you..

its all really...

2008-01-15T19:37:00.001+08:00

well, saw ur friendster.
okay, ii get uu too.
ii really do..
so, yup. takecare..

so its all true tat he don love me le..
oh well. den..
okay ba thanks for everyting nice tat uu gave(:

LOST

2008-01-15T19:37:00.000+08:00

today is the 15th january of 2008, posted tis at 7.35pm.
began blogging immediately wen ii reach home aft work.

well, recently..
many tings happened nd tings are changing..
hm, many frends said tat im lyk a walking corpse..
ii felt lyk one too, yup.
sorry haopengyous, for letting uu all worry soo much for me?
hah, yep.
dey're right..
ii've indeed changed into someone tat ii never dream tat ii will be..
nd its very saddening?

ii really donno wat to say..
cos everytime someting happen, ii wun noe the reason..
nd ii will be left dere alone to cry nd be sad..
ask him why he jus wun tell me..
cos he will not reply me nd will reject or ignore or even off his fond as not to ans my call..
ii told him tat ii really love him alot nd ii REALLY do.
but he oso wun reply..
nd jus a few days ago..
he said tat he don love me as much as before le..
ii really find him a true asshole..
cos jus a few days ago before he said tat he don love me as much..
he said tat he wun leave me nd tell me why so long le still scared will break?
so, if uu are looking at tis post now, which ii tink uu wun..
uu noe why ii ask uu those qns le muh?
cos im really really scared.
ii cant afford to lose uu..

but now, ii noe its meaningless le rite.
cos ii jus feel tat..
im aready replaced by someone in ur heart..
although ii love uu alot..
but ii cant help it to hate uu now..
why mus uu do all those tings to me nd tell me all those tings wen uu don love me aready?
uu hurt me so so much, do uu noe?
ha, ii don tink uu noe ba..
or uu wun even care if im hurt or not..

ii jus wann to tell uu tat..
believe it or not..
as a woman, we have a special gift from god nd tat's instinct.
as for me, my sixth sense is abit stronger den others..
nd ii can tell uu tat..
ur love for me now are soon to be gone totally..
because dere's another person tat uu care more bout me now..
so why bear longer pains?
uu might be tinking tat im jus jealous or wat..
but don tell me tat, aft 5mths of being together, uu dono tat im a gurl who doesnt lyk my bf to be easily jealous?
so why would ii be?

uu've really changed alot after uu know her.
did she change uu or uu changed for her?
actually ii don care now.. haha.
well, if uu wanna noe how uu've changed.
its not towards ur frends or changed in personality..
but its the attitude towards me..
aft knowing her, uu gave me cold shoulders every now nd den and treat it lyk nth happen..
but if fact, it did.
not to uu, but to me.
ii really really broke my heart

ii really DISLIKE uu alot, gurl(:
to tell uu the truth..
ii even dislike uu so much tat ii would feel lyk vomitting wen ii tot of uu nd even seeing ur pic.
not because uu manage to take away his heart, but the fact tat ur're a murderer.
a murderer tat killed my dear wei zhen..

the guy tat love nd cared for me so much
the guy tat ii've love nd cared for him so much
the guy tat ii've gave my first kiss too (as in uu noe tat kiss luh - -)
the guy tat held my hand in so many many ways
the guy tat make us seem lyk a crazy couple
the guy tat ever being approve by my relatives nd parents
the guy tat many envied
the guy tat really melts my heart
the guy tat ii will cry for even if a tiny ting happen between us
the guy tat took my everyting
the guy tat will appear suddenly nd say, XXXg of double choc chip nd keep smiling at me while ii pack his order
the guy tat will always complain nd act angry wen ii did not give him discount
the guy who will always walk ard in front of famous amos while waiting for me to finish work
the guy who ii would miss right aft he had gone home aft sending me back
the guy tat would make me the happiest woman on earth wen he said woaini to me the
guy tat ..............

ii really miss him uu noe..
nd thanks to uu tat he's gone now.
hah. well, ii guess its all a dream ba.
a nightmare..
but now im awake from tis scary scary dream.

hm, aft seeing tis..
uu shuld noe wat am ii telling uu le ba..
yupp, lets make it a silence one ba.
hm..
greatest wishes frm me to uu nd her?
she might be the right person for uu ba..
lyk wat uu said on sunday aft ii told uu the results of the quiz..
yup, uu had yet met the right person..
so tats why uu did not commit into our r/s..

hah, aft saying tis..
ii suddenly tot of someting..
someting tat made me cried lyk dere's no tomorrow now..
someting tiny but sweet tat made my day aft uu said tat..
rmb tat time wen ii suddenly felt really scared of our r/s?
uu assured me by saying wat ii had said to uu last time..
and tat is :

uu noe wat? u're jus the right gurl for me...

well, ii hope tat aft uu see tis..
dere's still time to salvage tis broken r/s?
dere's still time to heal tis broken broken heart?
but ii noe..
its all jus my wishful tinking ba..
oh well...
dere's such a saying..

wats urs, it will always be urs.
but wats not urs, it will never be urs..

so, if we really can get back together happily or jus finish liddat..
its all the work of god ba(:
oh well...

QUIZ 2

2008-01-13T16:08:00.002+08:00

Are you still thinking about your ex?

Here is the analysis:
Your ex clearly broke your heart and you haven't yet moved on. Remember that time heals all sorrows, so look positively towards the future. Don't be blinded to the love that might be surrounding you right now.

LOL.
weird analysis, haha.
ii wonder if its true luh -.-
hahaha.

QUIZ

2008-01-13T16:08:00.001+08:00

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

well, tis is the result ii got doing the quiz, haha.
do it too?
cos the result is quite true for me, haha.
--> www.quizbox.com

FINALLY BACK!

2008-01-13T16:08:00.000+08:00

im back, everyone!
haha, blog again.
LOL :]
oh well. but mayb not blogging now ba..
don feel lyk le, haha.

cyaaaaaa peeps sooooooon(:

LASTLY

2007-11-25T23:23:00.004+08:00

well, for the prom night pic.
ii will update sooooon(:
haha, yupp yupp.

well, so random uh.
suddenly tis two pic xD
hahaa.

well, jus want to say..
nice start, forever never end :D
glad to have uu by my side now(:
third month is coming, haha.
so fast uh, haha.
it seems lyk yst tat we're together xD
haha, LOL.
um, oh well..
hm, iloveyou!!!
haha :DD

my most beloved, Eugene Low Wei Zhen :D
woaini xD

PUNGGOL END

2007-11-25T23:23:00.003+08:00

`new grp. chels in it too!
`smile :D
`same hair le!
`xP
`xDD
`><

`dirty water..
`doing the 7As ritual!! xD
`WOOOOOR~
`me: woooor..
`everyone: ORH..

`run!!
`uh? donno.
`hehe xD
`woooooo weeeeeee~
`ahhhhhh~

`superman! theBOBS-
`machos? hahaha. theBOBS-
`ahh~
`wahhh~
`OMGGGG!

`me nd RUI
`wat is chels doing - -
`cam-whores!
`hahahha.
`advertisement again!! xD

IN SEARCH OF PROM SHIRT

2007-11-25T23:23:00.002+08:00

`ii put clip on dear de hair! xP
`zzz, wat he doing sia- -
`nice uh :D credits to ME!!
`look at wat anchun wore xD
`laogong nd my lunch!!

well, went out wit my LG, jack nd chun.

first, ii was supposed to meet LG first.

but in the end, ii was 1hr plus late, lol.

sorry :\

anyway, jackson was FAR FAR worst den me.

aft ii meet dear, it was aready the meeting time wit jack.

called him nd he changed time.

so, me nd LG went to PS first, to makan.

tinking of wher to eat.

ajisen again? lol, nah.

so we went to one of his fav fastfood, MOS BURGER.

well, its expensive luh!!

well, at least to me.

LOL.

dear bought unagi rice nd milk tea while ii bought um..

some seafood one nd mos shake :D

we ate finish nd we waited..

was drinking my shake VERY SLOWLY..

many hrs gone past, ii called jack.

he don wann ans my fond - -

well, cos he's late!!!

for lyk 2hrs aready - -

den ii finally finish my shake nd jack still haven come, zzz.

den we started to take pics - -

FUNNY pics, haha.

uu mus be wondering wher's mine.

well, ii deleted it frm his fond xP

but his, its here!!!

wahahahahahahaha :DD

well, den LG went to buy soup.

mine's corn soup nd his is the clam tingy.

again, ii drank my soup VERY SLOWLY.

finally, ii finish nd JACK CAME!!

he was late for lyk 3-4hrs, LOL.

he came nd ate, nd LG nd ii bought too!

LOL, now he eat the seafood ting nd me unagi :D

aft tat, called anchun nd he reached.

he went to gym wit leo b4 tat.

so he was wearing....

GAYISH-like outfit :DD

well, den he was hungry nd we moved to LJS.

aft tat, we began our marathon^^

aft a loooooong looooong walk, jack nd laoba decided to custom make.

den dear bought a black+pink shirt :D

ii choose de, WOOO!!

its nice okay! even his mom said its nice xD

WEEEE. well, but he wore the pants.....

um, seriously, he looks gay - -

hm, oh well.

but, overall, SHUAI xD

COOKING DAY :D

2007-11-25T23:23:00.001+08:00

`ii tink ii was putting flour on da fish :D
`frying it!!
`donno wat ii doing luh xD
`frying!!!
`da product :D

well, mich came my hse tat day..

my mom helped her to rebond uu see :D

well, anyway.

she say wann cook in return, cos my mom doesnt wann to take her money, haha.

but in the end while she's having her hair done.

ii helped her cook the FISH finish!

OMG, first time,

but heng kitchen neba catch fire :D

hahahaha.

im proud of myself xP

SHOPPING FOR PROM'S DRESS!!

2007-11-25T23:23:00.000+08:00

`me nd yirui!!
`cheers :D
`wee :D
`trying to emo -.-
`emo? hm.
`steads forever!!
`heh heh heh xD
`lalala~
`hm, CAL? lol, NO!!
`the dress ii wann for prom!! but, :(

`hahahahaha, look at joey! xP
`smiles :D
`mich acting cute! OMG, first time in history!!
`pretty mich :D
`mich sooooo cute xD

yupp yupp.

kinda long ago de.

before my specs broke into two :(

hm, oh well.

actually is went out wit the e3 gang, haha.

last day of Os muh, so went to pool :D

heh.

above de is wen me, chels, mich went searching for dresses!! :DD

cheers, more POST!

wow weeeeeee~

gene, ii jus love uu, my boy!!(:

OUTING WIT TUITION PPL

2007-11-23T19:32:00.001+08:00

`the famous, "uu jump, ii jump" scene :D
`the funny pic :D
`normal pic :D
`hahahaha :DD
`trying to emo - -

yupp.

its been a long time since ii blog eh, hahaha.

well, anyway.

liddat lor.

hahahahahahaha :)

ii love you, gene! :]

FINALLY BACK -.-

2007-11-23T19:32:00.000+08:00

well. long time no blog uh.
haha, yeh.
cos stupid bro don lemme use com, idiot - -
well, den MY laptop cant go in blogger donno for wat reason, mann!
well, why issit MY laptop.
cos my dad bought a new one lo, so its mine! :D
haha.
well, okay!
BLOG! :D

NIECE ONE MONTH

2007-10-15T21:13:00.003+08:00

`star of sunday!

`dumb bro trying to play cube
`ANNIE!
`haha xD
`smiles~
`jus a random pic xP

well, sun was one month of niece.

she's soooo cute xD

the 'after-party' at LIBRARY! :D

2007-10-15T21:13:00.002+08:00

`so sweeeeet~
`wats wrong! ii was jus finding the 'my first cookbook'
`soooo engross in the spongebob book ii found xD
`trying to read it upside down, boooo
`hide hide..
`OMG OMG >< `heh. tot she was gonna kiss me luh :(
`its very small.. very SMALL!
`normal-sized bowl :D

yupp.

went to the library to study wit mich nd chelsy.

haha.

one more day to SCI PRAC!

nd 5 more days to OLEVELS, OMG!

ah!

JIAYOU shimin xD

GRAD DAY!

2007-10-15T21:13:00.001+08:00

`ii jus find tis pic FUNNY! >< `chunrong
`stead!
`group pic~
`msKHONG!
`the E1 pose xD
`from behind: ghimhong(NP)-parade commander, angerlina(NP)-flag party, afidah(RedCross)-vice chairman, shimin(BAND)-asst.band major, yirui(RedCross)-flag bearer, michelle(NP)-parade commander nd NPCC's SI!

`jiawen (ILT good :D)

`olivia ( ILT!)`yirui (ILT good good!)
`angerlina (we LOVE ILT!)

`the 2nd floor aunty!
`shushu!
`msLAU :D
`mrsTEO
`elijah! my fav junior of all times(:

`jonathan!
`msWONG
`jingren!
`ghimhong!
`ERASMUS! haha. (finally took one - -)

`E1 pose xD
`CHELSY
`joey!
`theBOBS
`chunrong! (pap frend :D)

yupp, here are the grad day pics.

haha, so fun, SO FUN! xD

ii will never forget 4E3 de!!

REVIVED!

2007-10-15T21:13:00.000+08:00

haha.
well, it had been a long long time since ii blog le wor.
haha! been studying - -
well, hope ii can get good results ba :(
anyway, pictures, PICTURES are next!
haha.
its GRAD DAYS'!
WEEEEE x))

The Beauty and the Beast - Sims 2

2007-09-20T14:56:00.001+08:00

trust me, SHE ROCKS. she did a SPLENDID JOB!!

High School Musical 2: What Time Is It? Sims Version

2007-09-20T14:40:00.001+08:00

tis ROCKS mann!! the coordination is.. jus GREAT!!

YOUTUBE

2007-09-20T14:09:00.001+08:00

yupp, went to youtube nd watch ALOT of videos.
haas, well.
today was econs MCQ so ii ended at 9am ar.
reach home about 10 nd ii on the computer!! xP
well, went youtube cos wanna find some disney cartoon to watch - -
is because ii jus saw a video randomly luh!
den suddenly wanna watch den find.
in the end-
ii FOUND tis!!
its lyk dam cool luh!
ppl go do the 'movie' from THE SIMS 2.
CMON, its damn nice!
well, here is a few tat ii tink its dam nice.
ii mean, the coordination nd stuffs xD
ENJOY :DD

RECENTLY

2007-09-16T22:54:00.000+08:00

yeh.
recently keep studying den no time update ar.
HAAAAAAAA :DD
anyway, PRELIMS is goin on now.
nd OLEVELS is coming SOOOOON.
faster get over ar, faster get over ar-
*more chanting*

oh yah.
good news ;
ii cut my fringe! ^^
well, looks weird though..
hm.
anyway :D
reply tags -

hazel ; ii MISS uu too, goodfrend! love eu^^ jiayou for exams too!! :DD
kor ; yah lor. its over nd prelims here now :(
mich ; yeh STEAD! CHIONG AR! xD
max ; okay, ii'll relink eu soon(: OH YAH ar! our SUBWAY! haas. well, maybe aft prelims ba! :D

TODAY

2007-09-08T00:39:00.001+08:00

finally, aft all the posting.
iim DONE!
nd, here's todays((:
well.
nothing much to say luh..
but tis holiday is NOT a holiday at all.
ii noe ii nid to study luh, but its WORST den normal sch days, zzz.
ALOT more tuition nd extraaaa lesson for me(:
heh, oh well.
anyway, TMR xD
haas, excited lor.
still can say wat xP